did i delete my review of the steve reich show in 09/2016 or just not write one?

i dunno.

i think i need a nap, and i'll work it out from there.

i've been coughing all night and i don't know what to do. i'm clearly dealing with bad air quality, but i can't pinpoint a source. so, i may have to order an air quality test to determine what it is and how to react.

he may be running a dehumidifier upstairs; i'd like to run a humidifier, or at least leave large bowls of water around the apartment. but, he's coughing, too. so, i'm left to wonder if he might think he wants dry air, but really doesn't.

or he might be smoking. or we might both be reacting to the neighbours. but, it still seems to be coming from the walls.

i have enough fights on the go right now and can't deal with another one. but i'm not sure i can deal with this, either.

ugh.

i think i need to win one of the big lawsuits and buy a condo - that's the only way i'm going to be able to get some fresh air in this society. you'd think it's the most basic human right there is, but it seems like it's a privilege for the upper class.