briefly.

when i went into transition, i was a virgin. i met a girl that misinterpreted me as a rock star, and she convinced me to experiment before i went through with it. well, i was a virgin, and i'll admit that i saw some value in using my penis at least a couple of times before i got rid of it. so, i agreed to try it for a little while. i was still young.

the experiment was a horrible failure; rather than transition into a male role, i spent the whole time trying to devise a way to convince this girl to accept me as female. she never did, and i eventually had to walk away. but, it was a lot harder to go back into transition than i initially assumed it would be...

in hindsight, that was a mistake - i should not have done the experiment, i should have just pushed through with it. and, i absolutely regret it. unequivocally.