i just want to provide an update to the office about the situation, and request a concrete date when i can speak with dr ======.

after speaking with reception this morning (directly after being released from a night in jail, when i was arrested for "trespassing" in the emergency room, after being told i wasn't suicidal and was just making it up, and yet adamantly insisting i was), i tried to attend a number of clinics, only to learn that every clinic around is totally closed. i then made my way home, tried to call a few places with no luck and then called the shopper's, where we worked out a plan for another month.

so, the exact crisis has been postponed, until i can see or speak to dr ===== again in mid-september and we can discuss dosages and ways to increase them, such as perhaps seeing an endocrinologist. the release of funding for the orchidectomy is another necessary topic of discussion, and i can maybe do some due diligence in trying to find somebody that'll actually do it.

so, presuming that i can actually speak to dr. ========== in mid-september, it seems as though the situation is resolved, for now.

i have no schedule, but would prefer the 13:00 time slot, if possible. please let me know if you can schedule.

and, if we are doing this by phone, which is fine, i will need to be given another number to call as your number just rings with no answer when i call over voip, for reasons i don't understand.

i apologize if i was uncharacteristically erratic, but my stress levels were truly through the roof. i tried hard to be grounded, and did the best i could in the situation.