yes.
now that i'm over the weird hump with methionine & cysteine, let's see if i can get the essential amino acids finished tonight, before i get through some end of the month stuff after that. and, i'm going to have to pick up back where i was, or something - i don't even know.
i'm completely lost, right now.
i think i had resigned myself to suicide and sort of given up. i was in such a rut. with the complete collapse of any concept of social existence, i completely stopped caring about life sometime in the summer, and sort of found myself lost in setting up a diet, as a kind of way to cope.
if my fruit meal is so great, why not eat it twice a day? well, that's not a bad question, i guess.
i'm horribly depressed about everything and need to get out to a show to exist....this is a life, right now, with everything shut down, that isn't worth living....