but, they say smoking is more addictive than heroin, and that's based on the reality of physical addiction.
addiction doesn't control you; it doesn't make you do things, you retain control, and you retain responsibility. but, nicotine addiction is a hard problem....
i was stressed out about my birthday; that's why i relapsed. but, it's been ten days since i stopped and there's no threat that i'm going back to it any time soon. before the 2nd of january, i hadn't bought any cigarettes since august - pretty good. hopefully, i succeed in finally quitting for good this time.