ESA
ok so trains are on sale
Jessica Amber Murray
how much would it cost?
ESA
82 bucks there and back
but we need to book it in advance a bit
Jessica Amber Murray
i don't want to pay 82 bucks. but i don't want to enforce my lack of desire to pay for transportation on you either. you guys train if you want. i'll hitch and meet you there.
ESA
haha
well i want to hitch
but 82 bucks is ridonculously cheap for two ways
Jessica Amber Murray
it might be, but it's still 82 dollars i didn't budget for and i can't really part with.
if only there were still box cars we could hitch on...
wait. my gst is late. i won't know anything about it until friday. when would you have to book by?
ESA
yeah the only thing is illuminous.
I want to hitch with you
and not illuminous. because illuminous doesn't know anything and like. its hard to hitch with 3 people
Jessica Amber Murray
it is definitely hard to hitch with 3 people. it would almost certainly have to be done by splitting and meeting. and if you/illuminous doesn't seem like a good idea, and neither of you want to hitch alone, it's an impossible task.
ESA
yea. so I might just ditch him
because I don't have the money really either
i'm not spending 84 dollars out of my 180 that I have on bus fare
Jessica Amber Murray
i was going to ask if he was sure he's coming. i'm not sure ditching him is necessary. moving to windsor for employment opportunities really isn't a good idea.
ESA
yeah
can you ask him ?
Jessica Amber Murray
i'm not really sure how to approach this either. let me think about it.
i was thinking earlier today that another way out of this may be to try and convince illuminous to invite milo. not his roomate milo. a different milo that was involved in occupy. she's also odsp. moving to windsor would make sense for her, too.
ESA
hmmm ok
Jessica Amber Murray
milo is also transgendered. she and illuminous had some kind of fling, the details of which i'm not aware of. she's living in horrible conditions in vanier, always broke - same boat we're in. i don't know if she'd be interested. it solves a few problems. four people for the house, too. (i'm sort of assuming etan can't come)
ESA
well etan will come. it just depends on when. we haven't talked since he got back
is milo cool ? can you get her to add me ?
I don't see her when I search her name. I still haven't met her.
Jessica Amber Murray
milo's a bit of a private person, i doubt she'd add you without knowing her. you can try chatting with her though and seeing what happens. i decided a while back to block her temporarily and we haven't spoken since. i don't *think* that would be a problem.
full disclosure: illuminous was mildly hitting on me for a bit as well. for quite a while. i didn't spend nearly as much time with him 1-1 as you have, in fact i tried to avoid that, and he got the disinterested message clearly. we're ok. milo and i were mutually mildly interested in each other for a while. well, we're both transgendered and ended up in the same group of friends, so that's a natural thing. but i think it's blatantly obvious to both of us that we don't have much in common besides that.
bottom line: love squares are better than love triangles. in triangles, somebody always gets hurt. squares at least allow for somebody to talk to. that's a big part of what i'm thinking, too.
ESA
lol I dunno if love squares are better
just means theres more of a chance for someone to get hurt by someone else
Jessica Amber Murray
well, i think with triangles somebody will always get hurt. i honestly don't think you, illuminous and i are stable. the presence of that fourth person is perhaps a complicating factor, but it's also a mitigating one. i'm not really convinced milo would want to go, anyways. just a thought.
actually, maybe don't text milo yet? let me think about ways to bring up the job thing.
'cause even if milo wants to come, bringing illuminous to a life of unwanted unemployment in windsor is probably not in his best interests. and if he's not able to get on odsp, it's not in ours either (you couldn't even live comfortably on welfare in a place as cheap as windsor).
ESA
lets find a place me and you
a super cheap one
Jessica Amber Murray
i kind of think that would be my preferred outcome, too.
ESA
yah.