in the time i've been in detroit, i have a total of one blackout, in the fall of 2016.

that was the night i woke up in some dude's car. some dude that thought i was cis and was trying to fuck me.

i have a complete recollection of all other nights.

honest.

really.

no, seriously - i do. i know i look messy sometimes, but i'm almost always in control of myself.