it seems like the cops put some kind of surveillance chip in my floor fan, and what i'm thinking is that it broke because they're too incompetent to do anything. i've had this pile of broken hardware over the last few years, and it legitimately seems like they keep breaking it accidentally. but, i can't function without it. it's bad enough as it is, but it's just too dry and smoky and disgusting in here to do anything at all without it. i'm just going to cough and hack and wheeze until it's fixed.

they have something at canadian tire, but i have to order it on the internet and wait until tomorrow to pick it up, and i want it now.

so, i was hoping to be in for the rest of the month, but i need to walk across town to the walmart to pick up a fan, instead

ugh.

i haven't had time to eat a real meal in something like 36 hours, but i bought these meal replacement things and they're quick fixes at least. but i'm going to make some fruit before i go...

i'm angry and frustrated and can't even fucking breathe in here at all right now. and, the fucking idiot cops seem to think i'm making a bronchitis diagnosis up - because they are a bunch of loser nicotine addicts, themselves. i hope they all die young....