exactly. ultimately, i don't care if markets work (they don't). i just don't want to live that kind of lifestyle.

we can take it a step further. i don't want to be somebody's boss. i don't want to run a business. i don't want to stress out over bills and accounting and salaries. i don't want the responsibility of having somebody else's existence dependent on whether i "succeed" or "fail". i don't even want to think about the difference.

actual freedom is taking all that bullshit and burning it, not embracing it as a type of efficient order. fuck efficiency....

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