so, i stopped to eat yesterday, i went to get the recycle, i did some dishes, i tried to take a nap, i tried to take a shower and ran out of hot water (the hot water tank seems to have cut in half, or something, since i got back on friday. i don't know what the deal with that is. but, i'll have to shower twice as often, then.), i meant to lie down for a minute to warm up but fell asleep, i woke up, i made some eggs, i cleaned in here a tad, i did some typing, i took a nap, i took a shit, i tried to get my upload finished and now i want to make some fruit, take another shower and maybe even fall back asleep.

so, i'm just existing this week.

but i want to get as much food as i can to get as much iron as i can.

i haven't touched the rebuild since yesterday afternoon. 

it's clear enough i'm not going to make it to the alter-reality. what next, then? i dunno.