i mean, this is a big part of the reason why i decided not to breed - my gene line needs to end. it's not fit. i don't want to burden anybody else with these genetics, that are responsible for virtually every health condition you could imagine.

the result of declining estrogen is going to be that i'm going to break a hip from osteoporosis, then have a heart attack from declining hdl and bleed to death from poor iron absorption - and it's all due to atrocious genes inherited from my terribly unfit father, and that i can only turn off by repressing with estrogen.