stop.
when did they test you?
did they do a blood test?
maybe they told you it's on the other side of the blood-brain barrier, so they can't do it.
did they do a dna test?
maybe they told you that they don't understand the genetics.
ok.
but, where is the test of this imbalance? where is the chemical evidence? have you seen anything of the sort, at all?
you haven't, have you?
in truth, it's just been presented to you in mystical terms, hasn't it? some fucking dualistic zoroastrian bullshit, or some hippie nonsense about forces out of sync.
"you are angry because your chemicals are imbalanced. let us medicate slowly on the one. deep breaths."
hey, at least they're not doing exorcisms. but, exorcisms involved herbs, too, you know....