again: i don't understand why somebody would delete a reflective post about bicycling to leamington, but i have vlog footage and i should be able to reconstruct the day relatively well.
i can't reconstruct reflections or feelings that were lost in the government's censorship, which was done under the cloak of stealth, and neither gave me the opportunity to respond nor informed me of what the complaint was. those are lost, and all that can be done is rightfully accuse the state of engaging in the barbarity of book-burning, under the tyranny of religious zealotry. this is why all religion, and the self--righteousness of moralism and religious zeal in greater abstraction, even without a bankrupt theology, must be opposed and eradicated. this is why we have to fight - they will erase your memories, and they will be arrogant enough to think it's some twisted concept of justice. they cannot have any power, for that reason. and, i don't even like letting them worship in quiet rooms by themselves, as the threat of them enforcing their values on others can never be eliminated until they are eliminated themselves.
this applies across the spectrum - christans, muslims, jews, hindus, and this new conservative moralism masquerading itself on the fake left, through the cover of corporatist domination. the lot of them, they must be destroyed.
that said, my best guess is that a cop somehow got access to this, and just went trigger happy with the delete button, in order to try to delete a lot of evidence; about the only thing that makes sense is that these posts were, in truth, deleted without reading them carefully, because the cops wanted to cover their trail as much as possible. i'm just guessing - they've provided me with no information to go upon. but, to suggest that these particular posts were targeted just doesn't make the slightest bit of sense. the posts had to be deleted as a part of some broader scrubbing process, and this has to be some kind of collateral damage.
but, however they got access to my site in the first place must reduce to a concept of religious zealotry, of overbearing self-righteous moralism, of the insistence that their perception of reality is correct and every other's needs to be deleted. and, i will repeat a claim i've been making for some time, now: identify yourself, you fucking cowards.
if you don't like something i've posted, address me about it so that we can have a debate about it. don't use some legal backdoor to sneak into my account and delete my memories, and then not even tell me about it. that's not just an invasion of privacy, and an invasion of rights, it's all of the above done in the most cowardly and childish manner possible.
now, what does that mean going forwards?
i've been posting here as a temp space, and sending backups to my email address. the intent has always been to archive it over time and rebuild it as required. but, i seem to have some kind of fucking pig listening to me at all times, and they seem to just delete things at random - including backups.
so, i'm going to have to flip this over - rather than post here temporarily and archive it later, i'm going to post directly to the archive, and build it up here over time. and, that shift is going to be almost immediate.
and, i'm gong to have to keep the archives in my pocket when i'm out.
we're really walking down that path in what is supposed to be a free society. but, when even your email isn't safe, it's time to reapproach the internet.
that will be difficult to make sense of, at first, but i'll figure it out.