and, i had to sort through this, but this month was far less eventful than the second half of last month, and the update will reflect that.
i'm very, very close to getting back to work, for the first time since february. finally...
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- spent morning of 31st shopping
- had panic attack at far store, after experiencing some sore legs from walking.
- made it home, slept for 12 hours.
- back up early on 1st without turning modem back on, ate a big meal, was back out for more shopping. out all day, again. leg still sore...
- got soy milk last, and picked up some pot at store downtown to deal with sore leg. crashed when i got home.
- up early on the 2nd, and finally turned modem back on after roughly 48 hours, but just briefly. there was serious traffic logged for the 31st (and should have been almost none), with minimal traffic on the 1st (should have been exactly none.)
- went for long walk to get soy (using pot as aid), finally found it at closest store, on way back. crashed all day, up late in the evening.
- checked usage stats early on the 3rd and saw no traffic for the 2nd, which should have been for the first. odd, but the server seems to have reset.
- was there entry when i was gone? hard to say. some weak evidence. more importantly, server reset...because they came in and reset it?
- finished smoking the pot and kind of relaxed for the day. read the news. slept some more.
- usage stats on the 4th were in my normal range, if offset. this repeats itself from here on in.
- went out on saturday morning (4th) to get more soy milk + a quarter of marijuana at the store, as they were closing indefinitely (past 4/20). crashed when i got back...
- still sleepy on the 5th, but starting to refocus. smoking through quarter.
(so, week was spent shopping. internet issue resolved itself.)
- finally finished very long sunsquabi/beethoven review on 6th.
- finished control top review on 8th.
- back to blog cleaning until the 11th
- realized on the 10th that the court was open this week. sort of. for virtual sittings, not filings...
- concert list on 11th, formatted laptop hard drive, then reviews over the 11th/12th, ending in list
- created bounds for vlogging cleanup on the 13th
- finished quarter on 13th
- not great pot, didn't have intended effect
(so, week was spent smoking pot and cleaning up blog & ranting about virus)
- slept for a few days...
- made multiple calls on 14th,
such as calling court to ask if hearing has been cancelled, and if there's a process to reschedule. sent email instead. (answer: day-today, not clear yet).
called cra.
called human rights tribunal, sent email for clarification. (answer: everything on hold, will pick up when feasible)
- finally woke up on the 15th
- called pharmacy, still pushing generic estrogen. got pushy. so, switched to other pharmacy instead.
- grocery shopping on afternoon of 15th (needed salami.), then picked up pills very late on 15th.
- after analyzing different delivery systems, decided to experiment with sublingual application on a weekly basis
- prometrium switch?
- much ranting on 16th/17th + eating & get smart. cleaning. laundry. shower.
- 18th: finished laundry, reimaged laptop, ate, etc
- 19th: back to vlogging, but not really. first entry, then concert lookahead, actually.
- 20th: sat down to switchover, got most of the vlogging updates done.
(so, week was spent cleaning in various ways & ranting heavily)
- 21st/22nd: built notes for long vlog update, ranted
- 23rd: notes posted, vlog updated over morning of 23rd.
- 23rd/24th/25th: finished these notes, last vlog updates before return