so, i wasted another day because i couldn't sit here in the filth long enough to make a call - i had to sit in the shower, instead.

it's a little better, but i may have to take another one to really wipe all of this filth off of me. i'm going to lysol the walls and go from there.

i have received a response from one of the five doctors i faxed on monday, but i think it's the same person that denied me several years ago, and i couldn't get through over the phone this late in the day.

so, i guess i'm stuck until tomorrow, and can only hope i can stay awake through the filth for long enough to make the calls.