like, she wanted me there when she was giving birth. i didn't go, i felt it was not my place. but she invited me repeatedly and was a little upset when i didn't go.

but, it didn't prevent her from peeing with the door open when i did come over.

like, up to five years after we broke up.

she just really doesn't like the idea of me being on hormones. that's all. and, when she admits it, things will get better. i just hope it doesn't take another ten years...