- i need to detox the poisonous testosterone from my system, first. this substance is shit. people that take this voluntarily are retards. i don't want it in my system. i'd remove my kidneys and inject myself with red blood cells instead if i could. it's a complete garbage hormone with complete garbage effects.
- once that's done, i can take a blood test that will demonstrate what my blood chemistry looks like normally, in the absence of this bullshit i'm being drugged with.
- then i can buy a bottle of hot sauce at the store and make meals with it, locking myself inside until it's done.
- i can take another blood test after that
i have to find a way to test the hot sauce. it looks like they went overboard to overpower my blockers, and that means it should be easier to test and catch.
i can't do anything until i detox and clean myself up. i can't go to a blood lab. i can't do laundry. i can't go to the police station. i can't look for apartments. i can't take the garbage out. i can do nothing but lock myself inside and wash myself until i'm clean and the disgusting filth they're enforcing on me in the name of their bronze age rules has washed off.