it's hard to make sense of how they could put it in the meat.

i had pasta last night and the result was pretty brutal, pretty fast. i had to double up on the suppressors again this morning. twice.

i'll need to remove the hot sauce from my diet. the next set of tests will come after i've detoxed the testosterone from my system and am back to looking like my self again, to demonstrate what a normal blood test looks like.

i'm further deciding i'll have to move as soon as possible.