Tuesday, October 15, 2013

Starson v. Swayze: An Exploration of Canada’s Orwellian Mental Health Laws

Starson v. Swayze:
An Exploration of Canada’s Orwellian Mental Health Laws
Jessica Murray
June 21, 2010

            The world of literature is saturated with frightening delves into dystopian realities where the state controls the individual’s thoughts through various means, voiding dissent of the intellectual garden which it requires to flower into the highest form of human intellect: criticism. While such concerns are only cursory to the case of Starson v. Swayze, they are deeply relevant to any general conclusions drawn from the case itself. A state that attempts to determine whether or not an individual, free or not, is capable of making its own decisions is not just illiberal but drunk on the elixir of paternal authority, itself in need of treatment and absolutely deserving of the scathing, sobering critique that follows.

            There is but one axiom of legal liberalism, which is that the one and only justification for infringing upon the rights of the sovereign individual is to prevent it from doing harm to others. This does not explicitly deny the principle of beneficence, but it does, legally, place it as subservient to free will; no matter how much harm an individual may place upon herself or how outlandish her behaviour may appear to others, so long as she is of no threat to others then the state has no business meddling in her affairs. An individual’s capability to understand the consequences of its actions is of absolutely no consequence within this legal framework and is not a question that should even be seriously entertained; the individual’s absolute sovereignty over itself renders such propositions as preposterous, unbecoming of a free and civilized society and fit for nothing other than contemptuous dismissal as backwards and despotic.[1]
             
            This case is so riddled with absurdity that it is difficult to know where to begin in tackling it, so let me begin at the beginning, which is as good a place to begin as anyone can begin to expect of any place to begin. Let us refer to the patient by his given name, Scott; he would not oppose this, although there is some contention over further labels as they may or may not apply to him. Scott was diagnosed with bipolar disorder some time ago and since then has been found not criminally responsible for a series of violent threats made against various people, the ruling coming about by account of his mental illness. He was consequently confined at the Queen Street Mental Health Centre in Toronto, under the care of Dr. Paul Posner who diagnosed a set of prescriptions for Scott that he refused to take.[2]

            If our legal system was fully consistent with the tenets of legal liberalism then the case would end here as a rather uninteresting statement of the individual’s right to make independent decisions, no matter how loudly or passionately the doctors may plead with him to do what is in the best interests of his own well-being, which is something that Mills would have actually encouraged.[3] The initial ruling that found Scott not criminally responsible for uttering death threats explicitly stated that because Scott was deemed a threat to others due to his criminal record and mental disorder he could therefore never be released so long as he refused to take the medication[4], which is clearly consistent with the aforementioned single axiom of legal liberalism. So, from the liberal perspective, the ideal situation would have been for Scott to simply refuse treatment and remain institutionalized indefinitely. If he is allowed to refuse medication then he remains indefinitely incarcerated and if he accepts medication, and is possibly released afterwards, then he is presumably no longer a threat upon release. The rights of others to be protected from Scott are consequently not a relevant consideration in the determination of whether or not Scott should be forced to take the medication. In her dissenting report on the eventual final ruling in the case, Chief Justice Beverly McLachlin of the Supreme Court of Canada comes to a similar conclusion, albeit through a different argument. [5]

However, our legal system is unfortunately not fully consistent with the tenets of legal liberalism. A deeply illiberal law entitled the Health Care Consent Act was passed in Ontario in the 1990s that provides doctors with the ability to overrule the individual if it is somehow determined that the individual is incapable of making treatment decisions. This is not the place to outline the history of the legislation, although I will say that the legislation ironically stems from a bill passed by the Ontario Liberal Party[6] and was then amended by the Ontario NDP[7] before it was reviewed and rewritten by the Progressive Conservative Party of Ontario.[8] The relevant section of the act is as follows:

4. (1)   A person is capable with respect to a treatment, admission to a care facility or a personal assistance service if the person is able to understand the information that is relevant to making a decision about the treatment, admission or personal assistance service, as the case may be, and able to appreciate the reasonably foreseeable consequences of a decision or lack of decision. 1996, c. 2, Sched. A, s. 4 (1)
(2)  A person is presumed to be capable with respect to treatment, admission to a care facility and personal assistance services. 1996, c. 2, Sched. A, s. 4 (2).
(3)  A person is entitled to rely on the presumption of capacity with respect to another person unless he or she has reasonable grounds to believe that the other person is incapable with respect to the treatment, the admission or the personal assistance service, as the case may be. 1996, c. 2, Sched. A, s. 4 (3).” [9]
           
            A person that is not capable is called “incapable”; the implication is that those labelled as “incapable” no longer have the right to refuse treatment. As Scott refused treatment and his doctors felt that treatment was necessary for his well-being, Dr. Ian Swayze of the Queen Street Mental Health Centre attempted to use the aforementioned legislation to forcibly inject Scott with anti-psychotics by declaring him incapable of consenting to treatment, an egregious affront upon his liberty which Scott promptly appealed to the Ontario Consent and Capacity board, which correctly ruled against him.[10]

            The board’s ruling against Scott was based partially upon his own statements and partially upon the expertise of his doctors. The initial ruling gravitated around whether or not Scott was able to understand the nature of his illness; in her dissenting report on the eventual ruling, Chief Justice McLachlin carefully explains that the board ruled against Scott because it found that he is in “almost total”[11] denial of his mental illness and that this denial, combined with a series of topically delusional statements, logically implies that he is unable to understand the information relevant to making a decision about his treatment, specifically information pertaining to whether or not he has a mental illness, which renders him “incapable” under the law.[12] McLachlin demonstrates this by pulling out a section of the initial ruling where Dr. Posner recalls a discussion he had with Scott where Scott not only denies that he has an illness but accuses the doctor of plotting to kill him through injecting him with drugs as a part of a massive conspiracy by drug companies and psychiatrists.[13] While I do not see the argument outlined explicitly in the case, the inference I’m drawing is that if Scott truly was able to understand the nature of his illness then he would have recognized that the paranoid thoughts he was having were the result of his illness and he would not have acted upon them. As he did act upon them, the board ruled that he could not truly understand the nature of his illness. In his report on the majority ruling, John Major notes that because Scott was not questioned about the relationship between refusing treatment and the possibility of a future deterioration in his condition, the assumption that he is capable of understanding this point is not challenged by the evidence. [14]

This is a very dangerous place for the law to meddle in and it is perhaps more appropriate to cite the opinion of Orwell on this point than it is to cite the opinion of Mills; allow me to demonstrate this point by intersecting these two pillars of liberalism in the form of a question: even if a panel of the best doctors in the world were to unanimously agree that Scott is incapable of thinking in a way deemed capable by the law, how could the court ever be sure that their unanimous decision is not somehow in error? What if there is a giant international conspiracy by the remnants of IG Farben to perform heinous experiments on the mentally ill, and what if a collection of covertly trained CIA psychiatrists is not just in on it but actually driving it? What if Scott truly was a potential victim? Who could possibly be so arrogant as to declare that another is incapable of understanding the consequences of his own decisions, let alone declare that he, himself, is capable of determining whether or not another is capable of understanding the consequences of his own decisions? It is the idea of lending credibility to this kind of thinking that is deeply concerning. If this absurd logic is allowed to remain within this law, it could be applied elsewhere. Might some woman somewhere be deemed incapable of determining whether or not she can provide sexual consent to her husband, legitimizing rape under the law? Might the elderly be deemed incapable of refusing euthanasia if they are sufficiently ill? Might the political dissident be deemed incapable of speaking freely for simply dissenting on the grounds that the presence of dissent proves that she lacks the ability to understand why she shouldn’t be dissenting? This is a slippery slope, indeed!

Scott appealed the decision by the board and won. This decision was then appealed by the doctors, but Scott won again. Finally, the case was taken up by the Supreme Court of Canada, which once again ruled in Scott’s favour in a 6-3 decision carried by justices Iacobucci, Major, Bastarache, Binnie, Arbour and Deschamps, with justices McLachlin, Gonthier and LeBel dissenting. The dissenting side of the report was written by the Chief Justice, Beverly McLachlin; the majority decision was written by John Major. The primary question before the Supreme Court was not whether or not Scott should have been ruled incapable but whether or not the Consent and Capacity Board reached a reasonable conclusion in its interpretation of the law.[15]

At least one observer has suggested that the majority ruling in this case was that that the conclusion that the board reached was not a reasonable one because there was not enough evidence in the case to come to the ruling that it came to.[16] However, despite the fact that John Major did explicitly use language of that nature at least once in the case,[17] what characterizes the majority ruling is actually a rejection of the previously discussed logical implication for reasons that are not discussed and are frankly somewhat difficult to comprehend. In writing his majority report, John Major simply ignores the time that Scott accused the doctors of trying to kill him by injecting him with the medication in question and instead focuses solely on Scott’s own words in an attempt to prove that, while he did not accept that he was mentally ill, he certainly accepted that he was different and that this is sufficient to demonstrate that he was capable.[18] After he’s ignored the conflicting evidence, he claims that there isn’t any.[19] The implication is that the majority did not feel that the opinions of the doctors were remotely relevant, which could only be the case if it denied the aforementioned implication. Yet, the assumption is that Scott is capable so this is, technically, the wrong approach to take in the case. The law states that “A person is entitled to rely on the presumption of capacity with respect to another person unless he or she has reasonable grounds to believe that the other person is incapable” [20], so the court should have been examining whether or not the evidence that suggests that Scott is incapable is valid, not presenting evidence that Scott is capable because it’s assumed that he’s capable unless there is evidence that suggests otherwise. The dissenting report did precisely this by examining evidence that was provided by the doctors that suggested that Scott was incapable; the majority report completely ignored the central issue of the case. After the majority denied the implication that the initial ruling was based upon, it tackled the question of whether Scott was able to appreciate the benefits of treatment in a way that completely isolated the question from the question of whether or not he was able to understand the relevant information to make a treatment decision. In truth, if the goal is to discard the initial ruling, this is an unnecessary task because if it is accepted that Scott was able to understand the relevant information then the initial ruling collapses under the denial of the aforementioned implication; that the majority continues on by analyzing the issue of whether or not Scott was able to appreciate the benefits of treatment actually suggests a profound lack of understanding of the initial ruling.[21]  Nonetheless, the majority makes the same basic legal error in presenting positive evidence of Scott’s ability to appreciate the consequences of his decision, ignoring the fact that this is the null hypothesis and does not require evidence and ignoring the evidence that suggests otherwise to the point that it’s not even mentioned. The advanced argument was that Scott did not want to take the medication because he understood that it would hamper his thinking and prevent him from proving that Einstein’s Theory of Relativity was wrong[22], which would certainly be a task that would require every ounce of brain power available to him.[23]

The majority decision in this case appears to have been rooted very strongly in the theory of classical legal liberalism to the point that it made several basic legal errors and misapplied the law in a noble attempt to ensure that Scott’s “natural right”[24] to refuse treatment was not hampered by illiberal legislation, while the dissenting decision correctly deduced that such a “natural right” should have been legally denied to him. While the decision was just, it was technically wrong and this may very well be the reason that the Chief Justice, who is generally known for her libertarian views[25], took an uncharacteristic stance. In her dissenting report, McLachlin says the following about the Health Care Consent Act:

“Whatever the explanation, the fact is that the legislature has chosen a test based on a nuanced conception of incapacity that includes both the ability to understand and appreciate, to be applied by the specialized Board. The courts must respect this choice.”[26]

The courts did not respect this choice.



Cursory Endnote
This is where you stop grading the paper and start reading for fun.

Yes, I’ve used an 11-point font to fit the paper into 7 pages. It’s readable, so I think getting upset about this would be ridiculous. Although, it’s perhaps not so readable; flesh-kincaid statistics are 32.9 and 16.7.  I’m not your average first-year student. The truth is that I’m not a first-year student at all.

I didn’t cite Devlin because I don’t like his take on Mills at all.

Now, I held back rather substantially within the essay. I’d like to tell you what I really think,

1)      The law should be rewritten, but not struck down. The only time that anybody should be deemed incapable of refusing treatment is if they are in a “vegetative state” and literally incapable of communicating at all.  Whether medication is effective in controlling mental illness does not strike me as a valid metric in determining whether or not the mentally ill should be allowed to re-integrate into society; unless they are monitored at such an extreme level that they’d might as well remain incarcerated anyways, there’s absolutely no way to know that they’re actually taking their medication and it’s no secret that many mental “ill” patients get off of their medication at the soonest possible opportunity, which is completely understandable because they view the medication as destroying their individualistic nature, the core of who they are. Scott’s lack of enthusiasm for taking the medication is far from unique. As a society, we have a weird belief that magic pills will solve all of our problems. Bipolar Disorder is not erectile dysfunction. Instead of medicating the atypical down into the mundane, we should be providing the mentally unique (which I think is a better term than mentally ill) with the opportunity to explore their eccentricities in safe and isolated communities where they are neither oppressed by doctors looking to destroy their individuality nor a threat to the well-being of the neurotypical. The line between genius and insanity does not exist and we should never forget that this is the case. Perhaps Scott never built his star ship, and perhaps it was never particularly likely that he was ever going to. However, if left to explore his uniqueness instead of forced to conform to what is declared to be “normal”, he may have perhaps left us with some writings that future generations may have found some value within, as many questionably sane people have throughout various disciplines, from the bizarre mathematics of Cantor to the at least stimulating writings of Nietzsche. This case reminds me somewhat of the case of Alan Turing, who was forced to take female hormones as a “treatment” for homosexuality and eventually committed suicide at the age of 41 as a tragic result. We should be encouraging eccentricity, not conformity.
2)      The Capacity and Consent Board should have very strict legal definitions attached to it. In addition to at least one legal expert to avoid the kind of problems that came out of this case, it should consist of at least four qualified psychiatrists that are not familiar with the case or any of the doctors involved with it to maintain absolute objectivity and to eliminate conflicts of interest.
3)      While the law is ridiculous, the Chief Justice made the more compelling argument in the context of the ridiculous law. She did her research – she looked up what it means for a patient to be incapable and she listened to the opinions of the doctors, not the opinion of the patient. John Major’s arguments are not convincing at all and strike me as little more than amateurish sophism designed to push his own political views; he seems to have manipulated the evidence to justify his opinion, not based his opinion upon the evidence. Epic Fail. Whether somebody is capable of understanding something or not is a purely scientific question, not a legal one and cannot be deduced by spin doctoring statements made by the patient. It certainly cannot be arrived at by ignoring everything the doctors say! Only the scientists are capable of making this deduction and they were unanimous on the point – Scott was incapable. It is important to point out that Scott displayed a willingness to be dishonest in his statements when he stated that admitting to being ill is a catch-22, which itself displayed at least a lack of understanding of the law; it is not the case that if he admitted to being ill that the doctors would have forced treatment on him, it is the case that if he admitted to being ill then the court would have deduced that he was able to understand the nature of his condition. That statement itself was an indication of extreme paranoia. This is not the point; the point is that by stating that the decision is a catch-22, he displayed that he’s willing to state whatever he needs to state to avoid medication. He was stating his clear intention to lie to achieve his aims. His testimony should consequently be stricken from the record altogether as that of an unreliable witness; only the views of the doctors should have been consulted in the ruling. Given all of this, it is ironically likely the case that Justice Major made his decision based upon a misguided application of the principle of beneficence, being concerned that the medications were likely not in Scott’s best interests at all. This decision did not uphold the draconian law, which should have forced Scott to take the medication (and eventually did).
4)      Not only did this decision not uphold the law, it was a fundamentally anti-scientific decision at that, which is an increasingly worrying strain of thought in our society in general. Science will cease to exist if it is forced to report to tribunals that will overturn and manipulate its findings to further political or philosophical agendas. A capable judge should have the maturity to understand when she is in her area of expertise and when she is not and consult experts in the field when that is the case. Justice McLachlin displayed this maturity; Justice Major did not.

Might the court be deemed incapable of understanding the information that is relevant to making a decision?


[1] John Stuart Mills, On Liberty (Kitchener: Batoche Books, 2001) at 13
[2] Bernadette McSherry, “Opening Minds, Not Closing Doors: Rethinking Mental Health Laws”,  http://www.law.monash.edu.au/Frmhl/Fdocs/Fbmcs-educate08-openingminds.pdf at 2
[3] John Stuart Mills, On Liberty (Kitchener: Batoche Books, 2001) at 70
[4] Ari Greenwald, “Law and Ethics in Medicine: Competency and Mental Illness” (2003) 81 University of Toronto Medical Journal 16 at 16
[5] Starson v. Swayze, [2003] 1 S.C.R. 722 at para 6, 2003 SCC 32
[6] Mental Health Act, R.S.O. 1990, c. M-7
[7] Consent to Treatment Act, S.O. 1992, c. 31
[8] Health Care Consent Act, S.O. 1996, c. 2 schedule A
[9] Health Care Consent Act, S.O. 1996, c. 2 schedule A, s.4
[10] Bernadette McSherry, “Opening Minds, Not Closing Doors: Rethinking Mental Health Laws”,  http://www.law.monash.edu.au/Frmhl/Fdocs/Fbmcs-educate08-openingminds.pdf at 3
[11] Starson v. Swayze, [2003] 1 S.C.R. 722 at para 28, 2003 SCC 32
[12] Starson v. Swayze, [2003] 1 S.C.R. 722 at para 39, 2003 SCC 32
[13] Starson v. Swayze, [2003] 1 S.C.R. 722 at para 33, 2003 SCC 32
[14] Starson v. Swayze, [2003] 1 S.C.R. 722 at para 105, 2003 SCC 32
[15] Starson v. Swayze, [2003] 1 S.C.R. 722 at para 5, 2003 SCC 32
[16] Fighting For The Right To Refuse Treatment, 2005, Ottawa Citizen, June 11,
http://www.canada.com/ottawa/ottawacitizen/news/story.html?id=b5bd867f-db9e-40e2-a52b-013173bd39a8
[17] Starson v. Swayze, [2003] 1 S.C.R. 722 at para 95, 2003 SCC 32
[18] Starson v. Swayze, [2003] 1 S.C.R. 722 at para 95, 2003 SCC 32
[19] Starson v. Swayze, [2003] 1 S.C.R. 722 at para 94, 2003 SCC 32
[20] Health Care Consent Act, S.O. 1996, c. 2 schedule A, s.4(3)
[21] Starson v. Swayze, [2003] 1 S.C.R. 722 at para 26, 2003 SCC 32
[22] Bernadette McSherry, “Opening Minds, Not Closing Doors: Rethinking Mental Health Laws”,  http://www.law.monash.edu.au/Frmhl/Fdocs/Fbmcs-educate08-openingminds.pdf at 2
[23] Starson v. Swayze, [2003] 1 S.C.R. 722 at para 99-102, 2003 SCC 32
[24] Starson v. Swayze, [2003] 1 S.C.R. 722 at para 75, 2003 SCC 32
[25] Joseph Masciulli, Mikhail A. Molchanov & W. Andy Knight, The Ashgate Research Companion to Political Leadership (Burlington, VT: Ashgate Publishing Company, 2009) at 388
[26] Starson v. Swayze, [2003] 1 S.C.R. 722 at para 11, 2003 SCC 32

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demo #10: mellon collie & the infintesimal wing

i wish i took the time to clean this up a little more, but i don't think i thought i'd be sitting here 17 years later talking about it...

so, i'm trained as a blues guitarist. everybody knows that the way to prove you're a real blues guitarist is to do a cover of little wing. that's just how it is.

however, i kind of felt a generational disconnect. i mean, i love hendrix and everything; that's kind of obvious, if you listen. i just felt little wing needed a bit of a punk rock update, and i thought it might be neat to merge it with a more contemporary piece - the opening track on the smashing pumpkins' double disc opus.

so, that's what this is. mellon collie and the infinitesimal wing.....

recorded in nov, 1996. remastered on oct 15, 2013.

Christian Imagery in George Orwell’s “1984”

Christian Imagery in George Orwell’s “1984”

Few books have made as much of an impact on the political world in the last 100 years as George Orwell’s 1984. It is usually revered for its stark depiction of a world gone mad and for its stern message that communism has evolved to be the anti-thesis of its early Marxist ideologies. It is a brilliant warning that, unless people realize the dangers of the far left, we may end up in a world similar to that described in the novel. However, there is another underlying message that is rarely touched upon. It is a message of religious mockery that brings out Orwell’s own leftist leanings. Orwell seems to be warning us that the political movements of the thirties and forties are digressing Europe back to a state of totalitarianism unknown since the days of Innocent III and the Papal Empire. This was an extraordinarily efficient form of despotism, commonly called fundamentalism, which propels its leader to a godlike status; or in the case of the Catholic Church, God itself. Any form of deviation that the leader may not agree with is met with either excommunication or extreme torture leading to false confessions and eventually death through violent means. This reign was so total that the consequences of it can still be felt in Europe today. Throughout the book, Orwell draws several parallels between the society created by the Roman Catholic Church and the society depicted in the novel.

            The undisputed leader of the country of Oceania, and of the religiously strict ideology of English Socialism, is Big Brother. Posters of his face plaster walls all over the country, with the underlying caption “BIG BROTHER IS WATCHING YOU”. However, nobody knows where Big Brother lives. Nobody has ever seen him in public and nobody knows how old he is. The protagonist, Winston, even doubts his existence. He has been falsely attributed with inventing both the airplane and the automobile. “It was not true, for example, as was claimed in the party history books, that Big Brother had invented aeroplanes and automobiles’ (p. 38).  Before Big Brother and The Party (there is no need to specify which party, as only one political party is in existence) there was nothing. Big Brother is all knowing and all-powerful. The parallels to the medieval concept of God, as propagated by the Catholic Church, are numerous. They are both supposedly omnipotent beings who will exist until the end of time. Neither of them can be proven to exist. However, they are both unquestionably loved by the majority of the populace based on nothing but pure faith and propaganda. Both are used as a means to control the population into doing what the government wants through written propaganda and fear. The Catholic Church’s written propaganda was the Bible, whereas The Party has an elaborate system of altering all written documents, by means of recalls, in the Ministry Of Truth where Winston works. “ It was thought necessary to alter, or, as the official phrase had it, to rectify (the document).” (p. 40). The Bible has no doubt been altered incredibly in the last 2000 years due to people hand copying and translating it countless times into what was the most desirable prose each time. It is hypothesized that this is the source of the many contradictions held in its many pages. Winston performs the same operation by altering the same statistics over and over to coincide with The Party’s current position. Any defiance of the will of either results in torture and death, or as in the case of Goldstein, excommunication. Both have ‘secret services’ to track down heretics. The Catholic Church had the Spanish Inquisition and Oceania has the Thought Police. Both have attempted to stall scientific growth. The Christians suppressed the work of Copernicus and Galileo (and later on Darwin and Mendel) because they contradicted the stories in the Bible. In Oceania, scientific study is impossible because there are no scientists! Science is freedom of thought, which is dangerous in a totalitarian society, so it has been eliminated. “In Oceania, at the present day, Science, in the old sense, has almost ceased to exist. In Newspeak, there is no word for ‘Science’.” (p. 201). As Big Brother represents God, O’Brien represents Jesus. He is a teacher and a role model to Winston, who grows to love him like a father. Winston’s name is taken from Winston Churchill (most important and most liked English politician of the time) and the most common surname in England, Smith. His full name becomes Winston Smith. In this sense, Winston represents the common man who agrees with the most liked politician. He also represents the common man in the Europe run by the Papal Despots. O’Brien is viewed as a very high ranking official in the Inner Party, second only to Big Brother. Jesus is second only to God. Jesus preached a forgiving God over the Jewish concept of a vengeful one. He also encouraged repentance of sins instead of the old Jewish concept of killing those who do not follow the laws of the Talmud. O’Brien revealed that the Party does not kill its thought criminals until they have repented and been granted a full pardon. “We do not merely destroy our enemies, we change them.” (p. 265). To fulfill the Christian analogy, we need a Holy Spirit. This is symbolized by the spirit of Ingsoc. Both are vague concepts that people do not understand fully, and both are supposed to lead the people and give them strength against their enemies.

The Christian religion believes in one monotheistic omnipotent God. It also believes in a trinity concept: Father + Son + Holy Spirit = 3 Gods in 1 God. This theory contradicts itself, as three gods are surely polytheistic in nature and polytheistic beliefs of any kind break the first commandment. However, the population of much of Europe was forced to believe this without questioning it for close to one thousand years. Eventually, people came to see it as completely logical. Orwell came up with a word for this phenomenon: doublethink. It is more or less a way for fundamentalist governments to say something (that originated from the leader, of course) and then completely contradict it with something else; yet allow them to both be true depending on whether the circumstances suit one meaning or the other. This brainwashes the populace into believing that the leader, and therefore the government, is completely infallible. The religion of English socialism, or Ingsoc, also believes in a trinity concept supported by Oceania’s three official slogans. They are WAR IS PEACE; FREEDOM IS SLAVERY; IGNORANCE IS STRENGTH. These are also expressions of doublethink, as they all are contradictions of each other. The first slogan is meant to convince the population that war is essential to the wellbeing of the nation. It is accompanied by propaganda showing false atrocities by the enemy, Oceania bombing itself and blaming it on the enemy, dragging humiliated POW’s through the streets of London and public executions of hostages. This creates an attitude in the proletariat that these nations are the enemy of Ingsoc. As a result, people feel compelled to fight a war out of fear because they do not want Ingsoc to be destroyed and because the enemy is portrayed as pure evil. The Party needs this because if the people were not at war all the time they may expect better living conditions. Also, the war serves as an excuse to unload an incredibly heavy load of work on the populace, creating an incredible amount of wealth for the inner party members because the war is in reality virtually non-existent. The raw materials that are collected by the proletariats and are supposed to be used to make war materials are in reality used to make luxuries for the Inner Party. This represents the Crusades and the church’s widespread propaganda that Muslims were destroying Christian shrines in the Holy Land. It also represents the multiple ruthless massacres that the church ordered in the name of God, the widespread pillaging and raping of middle eastern cities during the Crusades and the racism towards non-Europeans (especially Jews) that developed after the first Crusade and is still present today. Most of the wealth stolen from pillaging ended up in the hands of the Church, and much of the Church’s wealth originated from this pillaging. Many people have questioned the Church’s motives since Pope Urban II suggested the idea in a speech outside a small city in France, 1095. The second slogan is meant to trick people into believing that freedom of expression is wrong and those who deviate from orthodoxy are enslaving themselves in false conceptions of human nature. Of course this is nonsense, but using the principals of doublethink it is impossible to disprove. Freedom of expression will ultimately lead to the destruction of Ingsoc, so it is watched very closely in Oceania. Ultimately, Winston and Julia are sent for ‘reintegration’ because they exhibit freedom of expression through the sexual act. Thoughts that do not coincide with what The Party says are called thoughtcrimes and the act of repressing them is called Crimestop. Crimestop should not be a conscious process; it should be controlled by the autonomic nervous system much as digestion and the beating of the heart are. Freedom of expression was also watched very closely in the height of the Papal Despotism. Thoughts that disagreed with Church doctrine were called ‘heresies’ and were punished quite harshly. The word heresy itself is a Greek term that originally meant a belief that one arrived at by oneself (Greek hairesis, “choosing for oneself”). An example of the Church’s destruction of independent thought is when Pope Innocent III ruthlessly crushed the Albigenses because they thought of the Church, with its cruel methods, as evil. Another was the Inquisition, which burned suspected heretics and sorcerers often without so much as an unfair trial. In both societies, the oppressors thought that they were helping their victims. The Christians believed that, by burning heretics, they were cleansing them of evil and saving their soul. The Party believes that those who display independent thought are insane, and that they must be cured. “Shall I tell you why we have brought you here? To cure you! To make you sane!” (p. 265). The third slogan is designed to keep the masses uneducated. If the populace is ignorant to a better way of life than they will never want one. Therefore, any form of education not in line with Party teaching is disallowed. The Party accomplishes this feat by writing all the books available in Oceania and recalling them all for editing whenever they change their views on something. All literature with democratic ideals in it, like Goldstein’s book, is also prohibited. This is similar to when the Church published The Index of Forbidden Books, which was a collection of books that were banned by the Church under penalty of excommunication. It is also reminiscent of the book burnings that the Catholic Church sponsored until at least the late 1800’s when the church burned all of the works of the founder of genetics, Gregor Mendel. There also seems to be an animosity towards the Christian concept that we are all sheep and that God is our shepherd. Sheep are known to blindly follow the shepherd wherever the shepherd may lead because they don’t know any better. Similarly, the populace in Oceania was made to lead Big Brother wherever he wanted them to because they were ignorant of where they were being led.

You can’t create a successful allegory of Christianity without a Satan figure. This role is fulfilled by Emmanuel Goldstein. According to Judeo-Christian mythology, Satan was originally one of God’s favorite angels. Eventually, this went to his head and he began to believe that he was an equal to Yahweh. When He saw this, Satan was expelled from heaven. As time wore on, those of the Jewish faith began to blame all evil on this fallen angel and he became a scapegoat for all the evil things that occur in the world. In a similar way, Goldstein was expelled from Oceania for preaching democratic ideals. He also became the scapegoat and enemy of The Party. There is an irony in that the way which Orwell chose to portray his Devil was in the form of freedom. This represents the topsy-turvy world of a totalitarian government, where good becomes evil and evil becomes loved. His name is also ironic. Emmanuel is Jewish for ‘Messiah’ and Goldstein is a Jewish surname. This is further representative of the backward ideals of Oceania.

Most people fail to see that Orwell is not only warning us of the future but also of the past. It is clear that he believes that totalitarian ideals are not only a problem of the future but also one that we have defeated in the past when we freed ourselves from the oppressive Papal regime. He is warning us that if our society cannot learn from its mistakes, then we won’t have a future. Orwell expresses this through the character of Winston:

[O’Brien] filled the glasses and raised his own glass by the stern.
‘What shall it be this time?’ he said, still with the same faint suggestion of irony. ‘To the confusion of the Thought Police? To the death of Big Brother? To humanity? To the future?’
‘To the past,’ said Winston.
‘The past is more important,’ agreed O’Brien gravely. (p. 184)

grade 12 english class
may 30, 1999

http://dghjdfsghkrdghdgja.appspot.com/thoughts/essays/orwell.html

RE: out of ideas for the shower

From:  the initial landlord
To: "'Jessica Murray'" <death.to.koalas@gmail.com>

I will come by and we will figure out how/ when we will get this done.

Please be patient, I will have to go and look where I can buy another shower that will fit just in case when we pull it out it gets destroyed.
russia has been on the brink for a long time, and putin's attempt to co-opt this rather than debate it isn't helping.

(what cnn forgot to mention was that those protesters on the street were largely far-right nationalists, and that it's a youth-driven movement)
http://libcom.org/blog/police-arrest-1600-victims-anti-immigration-riot-moscow-14102013

http://www.counterpunch.org/2013/10/14/francois-hollandes-missteps-put-france-on-levant-sidelines/
http://jacobinmag.com/2013/10/tea-party-yankees/
http://www.counterpunch.org/2013/10/14/egypt-end-of-hope/
http://www.theatlantic.com/politics/archive/2013/10/the-wwii-memorial-protest-sound-and-fury-signifying-nothing/280542/

http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/science-environment-24528306
http://popular-archaeology.com/issue/09012013/article/new-emotional-clues-to-human-and-ape-evolutionary-links
as an aside, you can see the fertility cult in the celto-germanic substratum. consider freyja. that's a southern deity, not a northern one.

http://phys.org/news/2013-10-modern-relatives-otzi-alive-austria.html
http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2012/11/09/otzi-the-icemans-genes-central-europe_n_2099809.html

everything i've seen on the topic merely upholds the cavelli-sforza component analysis that saw two pre-historical migrations into europe: farming coming from the middle east, and the indo-european languages coming in from the north, ala gimbutas.

(fuck renfrew and his biblical reconstruction)

this tells the story of the conflict...

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/%C3%86sir%E2%80%93Vanir_War
putting aside the fantastical arguments by foucault, which aren't worth dissecting other than to assert that mental illness is a real thing, i just don't understand why liberals are so blind to the realities of mental illness and why they hold so hard to these false ideals of inherent rationality. the sun may have ulterior motives, but i don't have an issue with the factual basis of the headline.

asylums are a good idea - it's society taking initiative of the issue of mental illness and constructing the necessary infrastructure to deal with the problem. and it is a problem, whether you choose to remain blind to it or not. anarchists should be rejecting the idea that the responsibility for care should be atomized to individual families, not spouting liberal nonsense.

http://libcom.org/blog/sun-mental-patient-07102013

a quick google search demonstrates that he's misapplying foucault, anyways. foucault's argument was that "madness" is a social construct, distinct from mental illnesses like schizophrenia.

*that* i can more or less agree with...
remarkable paraphrase from a rabble article that i cannot get over:

"anarchism follows from the work of enlightenment philosophers like edmund burke."

http://aaeblog.com/2007/10/24/burkes-semi-serious-anarchism/

burke was a freedom-seeker? maybe if you were at the top of the hierarchy.

that astoundingly pretentious failed attempt to seem intelligent aside, this is fairly accurate. i'm willing to cautiously pull jefferson into the left-libertarian tradition...

http://rabble.ca/news/2013/10/government-shutdown-this-really-anarchist-dream

actually, i think that would be a good monty python skit - burke secretly prancing around with jacobins, secretly plotting for the king's overthrow...

ok. i think i got this. bravado, yes; quoting something without actually reading it...
calvinist nonsense; arbeit macht frei? you speak of freedom as though it is a sin...

http://transitions.foreignpolicy.com/posts/2013/10/11/another_casualty_of_venezuela_s_revolution_work_ethic

"This means the link between hard work and reward is broken. "

i doubt this is actually true, but if it were true it would practically be an evolutionary jump to a new species....

it would be the biggest social step forwards since the nineteenth century.

Monday, October 14, 2013

demo #9: terrorists

i really don't want to upload this, but i want to be comprehensive in getting everything up, and i actually really like the musical aspect of parts of this (especially the end section, which is one of the creepiest things i've ever managed to successfully get out).

lyrically, this is the most embarrassing of these tracks, and not because i was being a goof on purpose (which is true for most of this stuff), but because i was trying to be insightful for a change and failed badly. i have no idea why i mixed the vocals so loudly but it's irreversible....

well, again, i was 15. systemic analyses were a little beyond me, and further beyond the people surrounding me.

i guess i could at least say that the version of things i was exposed to didn't make sense to me. hence the first-person satire, in misguided biting punk rock prose.

i should also point out that 'terrorist' in 1996 had a different meaning that younger people may not be able to connect with. terrorists were people that blew up abortion clinics in the deep south, gay night clubs in germany, federal buildings in oklahoma, churches in northern ireland and synagogues in montreal. while terrorists always identified as religious extremists, the religion they connected to was not certain and, at least in the mind of this individual, the assumption was that they were usually christians and probably white supremacists. i didn't get properly programmed after 9/11 because i avoided media; to this day, i still assign white supremacist christian groups as the primary suspect in any kind of attack , and tend to hold to it until evidence surfaces. when you keep that in mind, the song makes a little more sense.

recorded in october, 1996. remastered on oct 14, 2013.

Midterm Rebuttal

Midterm Rebuttal
Part 1
            Question 1

            I was given a mark of one out of two for defining the term novum. We agree upon the definition, so there’s no point in discussing this further. Nonetheless, I would like to assert that your claim that a “novum” separates science fiction literature from non-science literature is baseless and invalid, negating your justification for decrementing a mark.

            I am a mathematician, so I think and talk in math (I’ve been told that I don’t buzz like a fridge, but if you listened to some of my music then you’ll likely agree that I am like a detuned radio). One of the things that mathematicians do is define and write theorems for algebraic structures.  Usually, the first goal when it comes to understanding a new algebraic structure is formulating a characteristic theorem that determines whether or not some related algebraic structure is really the algebraic structure that is desired. On page 1 of the midterm, you claim that:

            Also, distinguishes SF from non-SF

 

dis - tin - guish [di-sting-gwish]

–verb (used with object)

2.  to recognize as distinct or different; recognize the salient or individual features or characteristics of: It is hard to distinguish her from her twin sister.

            So, your claim is clearly that a work of literature is science fiction if and only if it has a novum. I will prove this false by contradiction in both directions, completely collapsing any claimed causal relation between “novum” and “science fiction”.

            First, the assumption that it is even possible to define literary genres at all is required to even consider whether or not your claim has any meaning. Now, consider the genre of political theory. Clearly, the genre describes works of fiction as texts that describe ideal political structures are also describing fictional political structures. Often, these texts are written with an attempt to construct an ideal that is hoped to be almost workable, this is even the goal within the genre; but, as the proposed implementation is an abstraction it cannot, regardless of how realistic the implementation, ever be considered as non-fiction. Who could argue that the attempt to write a new political system, even if it is a synthesis of existing ideas, is not the presentation of a new idea? So, then, is The Republic science fiction? The Constitution of the United States of America? The Magna Carta? The works of Marx and Engels? Il Principe? This list could grow quite long but five counter-examples are more than sufficient.

            Further, what of the case of historical revisionism? While the term itself has negative connotations, the idea is actually quite scholarly. Anybody working in the fields of linguistics, archaeology, geology, evolutionary biology, palaeontology or physical cosmology, to name a few, is essentially a historical revisionist. These people too are constructing works of fiction as eventually they will all be overturned; science has no absolute end point and is itself fully aware of the impossibility of constructing a perfect model of the universe because the mathematicians have informed them, through the works of Gödel, that this is impossible. They have even, as they desire to do, compiled experimental evidence that “proves” this by experimenting with particles and formulating the various quantum theories from their observations. The newest idea coming out of cosmological physics is actually that the universe breathes in the way that Empedokles envisioned, that it cycles through creation and destruction indefinitely, which renders free will to precisely the place that Vonnegut describes it on p. 241 in the small text. I tried to write my first honours thesis about that by the way, this was another text that I read long ago, but the School of Mathematics wouldn’t let me; I ended up exploring a kind of abstract algebra that I (incorrectly) thought may be useful in attempting to describe events in time in precisely the way that Vonnegut did. A group is an associative loop. I’ve digressed too far. Scientists thrive on knowing that nothing in science is absolute, it is what excites them at their core, they are always hoping for some new discovery that’s going to let them rewrite the books that have already been written. What future was there in rewriting notes to Newton for the next thousand years? Who would have been content? Do you think they want to write notes on Einstein for the next hundred, let alone thousand? He’s already being questioned loudly. Everything in science is fiction, even if it does roughly describe the way that things almost are. Does a profound novel not roughly describe the way that things almost are, albeit using different methods?

            In the context of timelessness, what the historians write is even inevitably relegated to fiction. Consider the case of Claude Debussy. We are close enough to his life to be able to state with great certainty that Claude Debussy never learned to read or write. Recently, a very popular dime store novel was written that has the fanciful notion within it that Debussy was a learned statesman near the head of a powerful secret society. As Debussy will long be remembered as the greatest composer of his era, if remnants of this popular text survive, say, a nuclear war, then the fantasy that Debussy had powerful links to the real structures of power in western Europe could very well find it’s way into historical documents discussing his life, at which point something that was intended to be purely fictional will have become real history. If we go back a little further, we can already see the blurring of myth with history when it comes to the lives of Alexander Hamilton, H.G. Wells, Ludwig Beethoven and Evariste Galois. There was some discussion in class about how one of the defining characteristics of the steam-punk genre is that it is deceptively historically revisionist. Still even further back, we have genealogical records housed in sagas that only abstractly describe history in the form of short stories and symbolic links and still further back we have texts such as The Iliad, The Upanishads and The Bible that are only capable of describing history in the form of elaborate and sometimes epic poetry. All history eventually reaches this end state of poetry where it can be regarded as nothing more than symbolic fiction. Today, the writings of Herodotus are nearing that point. All that is required to take them over the edge are a couple of really well written adaptations, some sloppy record keeping, the collapse of western society and a subsequent new renaissance when the texts are translated back in the version of epic poetry that was maintained in, say, Chinese. The temporal relationship that describes how history becomes poetry could be understood by observing the following graph, which sets pi equal to the coefficient of poeticity because pi is a poetic number.


            The new idea in the case of Debussy is that he was a learned statesman. As it is the idea that is important here and not the text, let w be a romance novel set in Nowheresville, Ohio in the nineteen-fifties that’s about crew cuts. Yes, crew cuts; w is the most elaborate and profound novel ever written about crew cuts, a novel where the author concludes with an epic analogy between the crew cut and the transmigration of souls through the process of rebirth, concluding that deep within our subconscious nirvana is achieved and discarded as boring during the process of every trim. In the alternate reality invoked by such a text, Debussy could be said to have lived into the fifties and to have, due to his deep esoteric study within the priory, have come to understand the process of rebirth attached to each trim and to have attempted to undergo weekly crew cut trims in order to trap himself within the discarded nirvana, to break this cycle; if successful, this would likely render him a vegetable, but senility does strange things. Such a text could be argued to be science fiction.

            So, forget about crew cuts, what about pogo sticks? Yes, a novel about the enjoyment that humans derive from pogoing, one where it is claimed that even a powerful and connected man with a deep understanding of the collection of compiled esoteric wisdom, one like Debussy, who was the master of the Priory of Zion, can derive enjoyment from the simple act of pogoing and listening to Rachmaninov. We can’t have Debussy listening to Debussy as that could create an infinite loop, which could be science fiction. If this text is written without discussing the technology of the era, we are in Nowheresville, Ohio after all, and has no interest in anything other than the personal relationships between Debussy, a few locals and a pogo stick (which could not have it’s own personality as that would be science fiction) then in what way is this text science fiction? It could perhaps be called steam punk, but a story about personal relationships that happens to have a few new ideas does not science fiction make.

            So, if having a new idea doesn’t imply that a text is science fiction, does a text being science fiction imply that it contains new ideas? The large majority of science fiction is based on mythological archetypes. Adapting Greek, Roman, Babylonian, German and Celtic gods and heroes to roles is not just a common approach to writing science fiction, it’s practically the template. Furthermore, the vast majority of technological gadgetry utilized in science fiction comes from existing, older science fiction. Consider the character of Marvin the Martian, which is based on the aliens from The War of the Worlds. Clearly, this silly cartoon strip was science fiction, but the technologies were mostly adapted from Roadrunner cartoons; they were not describable by the term novum because they already existed in Roadrunner. Less absurdly, consider all of the alien abduction texts and films, almost none of which contain any ideas that weren’t developed within the first few attempts at writing about alien abduction. There are countless spin-offs of spin-offs of spin-offs of Star Wars that contain no new ideas or technologies but are unquestionably science fiction.

            So, if the concept of a novum is of no value in constructing a characteristic theorem for the genre of science fiction then what is? Nothing is. Literature cannot be defined in this manner; only algebraic structures, i.e. numbers and things that contain numbers, can be defined by characteristic theorems. In literature, every original work defines it’s own genre, of which imitations may follow or even transcend but which cannot be placed within the same category as any other original work. I would argue that Gravity’s Rainbow transcends Slaughterhouse-Five but I would place them in the same genre as one is an imitation of the other; I would claim the same thing for Star Trek and it’s “American Colony In Space” derivatives and War Of The Worlds and it’s alien invasion derivatives, if an earlier text about alien invasion cannot be found. Using this approach, one may construct a set SF that contains all of the original science fiction texts that have ever been written (arguments will undoubtedly arise over the contents of such a set) and then define science fiction in the following manner:

            Science Fiction: All texts that are or are derived from texts within the set SF. 

            And, if I was German, or at least Swiss, I could write a Zscience-Fiction Characteristic Theorem:

ZFC  Theorem: A text is zscience fiction if and only if it is either in the set ZF or it derives from a text within ZF.

            The arguments over which texts are to be included in the set SF can never deny this process of legitimacy as the contents of this set are trivial and of no relevance to the process, which is the novum of this rebuttal. I think I deserve the full mark on this one, but I’ll stop whining for a half a mark.

            Question 3: I should type up my precise response.

            “Uncanny: Yes, from the German, which is probably linguistically (ed - etymologically) sound as English is a German language. Translated, it means “unhomely”, from outside of the home, alien, “the other”.

            You claim:

                        àOk, but signifies both strangeness + familiarity at same time. More than just strange or alien.”

            The definition that you handed out to the class is:

            Uncanny: Loosely speaking, the term is applied to that which is strange, unnatural or disturbing. In German the equivalent term is “unheimlich”, which can translate as “unhomely”.

            You then continue on with the following.

            Freud argues (ed - emphasis added) that the uncanny in literature and in the psyche refers to phenomena that evoke (ed - emphasis added) sensations simultaneously of familiarity and strangeness. As a psychoanalytic term, the uncanny can also refer to that which has come to light which should have remained hidden or suppressed.

            What you presented to the class is clearly broken down into two parts. The first is a definition of uncanny and the second is a tangential comment that Freud has explored the concept, probably right after he explained that Exotropia is the result of being abandoned as a child (where’s mommy?). Let’s see what the dictionary says…

un-can-ny [uhn-kan-ee]

–adjective

1. having or seeming to have a supernatural or inexplicable basis; beyond the ordinary or normal; extraordinary.

2. mysterious; arousing superstitious fear or dread; uncomfortably strange.

Origin: 1590–1600

            As a mathematician, I’m qualified to state that 1590 < 1856 and I don’t see anything about the strangeness/familiarity thing there. Freud actually appears to have written an entire text analyzing the uncanny. I haven’t read the book (although I have read two texts by Freud, including the opus; I find his writing to be creative and thought provoking but irrigourous and ultimately pure philosophy with little scientific grounding), so I’m not about to claim that I know what Freud wrote in it, but that’s not really important as you didn’t present the Freudian/arbitrary analysis as part of the definition, you presented it as tangential in the form of a Freudian/arbitrary analysis. To be clear, what you said is  “Freud argues that the strange and alien in literature and in the psyche refers to…”, which is an analysis of the human reaction to the uncanny, that it evokes contradictory sensations, and not a definition of the uncanny itself. How Freud (arbitrarily) analyzes the human response to the strange/uncanny doesn’t alter what the uncanny is defined as! So, I should again have 1.5 for this one, I think, if you want to knock me a half point for not presenting the Freudian/arbitrary analysis of how humans react to the uncanny, which is itself entirely baseless as you asked for a definition of the term and not a Freudian/arbitrary analysis.

            Question 4

            First, my response was “Grotesque: Imperfect; not conforming to idealizations or not having imaginary/ideal characteristics.”

            Your response: “No sense that this is drawn from our class discussions or definitions.”

            The mark was 0.5/2.

            First, I deny the relevance of what was discussed in class. Neither defining a concept within the class nor handing out a sheet with a definition on it, regardless of where it was sourced from, provide any evidence whatsoever for the validity of the views presented. Quoting a pre-written text is not a valid way to provide evidence as the existence of a view neither implies nor negates it’s correctness.

            Furthermore, had I shown up to class and presented this view then it would have been drawn from the class, which means that your argument is equivalent to allowing us to arbitrarily construct our own exams.

            If the question was “What are the arbitrary and largely irrelevant viewpoints of Mikhael Bakhtin when it comes to the grotesque?” then I would accept the mark as I did not regurgitate the arbitrary and irrelevant views of Mikhael Bakhtin. The question was to define the term “grotesque”, which was actually done quite admirably; my definition is an adaptation of the one that John Ruskin defines in The Stones Of Venice when discussing the grotesque nature of the renaissance and it was actually presented that way as an attempt to present an alternate view of the grotesque body that I found more convincing. I made repeated reference on the exam, directly and indirectly, to various things that were of various interest during the Victorian era because you made your interest in that time period clear during class. Did you not recognize it?
           
            The definition was drawn from class because it was drawn from a view that was widely held during the Victorian era and because it was drawn from what I would have presented to the class had I decided to bother showing up.

            Still, just because John Ruskin says it is so does not necessarily mean that it is; there is likely an anti-Ruskin lobby in existence that would actually claim that truth is defined precisely by negating the words of John Ruskin and that periodically both burns effigies of him and defaces his tombstone. While I would label such views and actions as extreme, I cannot deny them of any sort of legitimacy. Ruskin’s views are no less arbitrary than Bakhtin’s. Yet, deductions are impossible without assumptions and if we’re going to discuss a definition at all we have to start from somewhere. This is what the dictionary says about the word grotesque:

gro-tesque [groh-tesk]

- adjective

1. odd or unnatural in shape, appearance, or character; fantastically ugly or absurd; bizarre.

            If we have a shape, how do we know that it is odd or unnatural in shape? Is it truly arbitrary and of no consequence? Within a collection of slightly different spheres, which ones are of an odd and unnatural shape?

            It could be naively argued that sometimes the difference between shapes is so obvious that any discussion as to which is natural and which isn’t is a waste of time. “Clearly”, these imaginary people say, “there is a profound difference between a donut and a coffee cup.”. A mathematician that has spent time studying topology would claim otherwise; such a person would claim that there is absolutely no difference between a donut and coffee cup, that they are exactly the same thing and that one can always be continuously transformed into the other. A donut, then, is a grotesque coffee cup and a coffee cup is a grotesque donut. If the donut is a coffee cup, is it not a coffee cup that does not conform to an idealization of a coffee cup, both in shape and in function?

            How unnatural is unnatural enough to be grotesque? Consider a cube, one made of granite. If you slowly chip away at this granite cube in a controlled manner with the intent of constructing a sphere, taking photographs at intervals of five seconds, when does the photograph cease to be of a cube and begin to be of a sphere? With every chip, the block of granite is less cubical than it was, meaning that even a single chip renders the block an imperfect cube, one that is unnatural in it’s shape of being a cube, one that does not conform to cubic idealizations, one that is indeed a grotesque cube. So, I’m completely flabbergasted here and quite certain I deserve the full two marks. Unlike the others, there was nothing missing from my definition, you just didn’t follow the Ruskin reference as I assumed you would.

summer, 2009

http://dghjdfsghkrdghdgja.appspot.com/thoughts/trolls/2107rebuttal.html

aloha

hey.

i'm not entirely piecing together those apparent wedding (?) pictures, but i do hope you're happy. and safe.

life here is sort of quietly hectic. like, i don't have a worry in the world. i love it. but i've got so much stuff to do.

i've got my website up here:
http://dghjdfsghkrdghdgja.appspot.com/

it's a primary focus. i hope to finally have the shell done in the next few hours. it's taken far too long to sort through. then, music...

...and reading.

i guess we always had different perceptions on the value of existence. you were all about the body, and physicality; i was all about the mind, knowledge, abstraction. maybe it's funny that i'm the empiricist and you're the spiritual one?

...but i'm happy here. i've found something.

erin is still in ottawa, if you're curious. i wanted to have my own place, i was clear about that from the very start. i didn't really trust her, and i didn't really like the other people that were planning on coming down. she ended up unable to find somewhere to stay in windsor, so she stayed there. honestly, i'm sort of happy about that. our friendship was based on being mutually antagonistic. we're both always right. etc. so we just fought, and maybe we both enjoyed it on some level. yet, she's a lot more competitive than i am and it brings out this really mean streak. near the end, i got kind of *afraid* of her and wasn't really sure how to cut off communication.

that seems to be over with, now, and i'm very relieved about it.

if you're ever in the 'hood, you should drop me a line.

but this email is to say congratulations. i think.

jess
i really don't think that morality works in the brain at all. i think it's an arbitrary human construction. and i think we've wasted sixty years exploring the consequences of liberal nonsense.
http://www.frontiersin.org/Journal/10.3389/fnint.2013.00065/full?utm_source=NPG&utm_medium=Facebook&utm_campaign=FBK_SM_1310_FHNR&WT.mc_id=FBK_SM_1310_CON13

the proper scientific study of morality is in the context of evolutionary biology.

(and the things in this article would then follows as adaptive traits. but it eliminates morality as something altruistic, reducing it to a reproductive strategy. this *ought* to be the great insight! instead, people view it as something negative. getting beyond that break in abstraction is important, moving forward.)
this may be useful in the near future.

every columnist has a different perspective on this, which just demonstrates that nobody really knows what's going on. there's an apparent consensus around a bipartisan move to cut social services, and little beyond that.

let me as you this question: if the tea party comes out of this discredited, who benefits the most?

http://www.counterpunch.org/2013/10/11/the-economic-consequences-of-us-debt-default/
https://www.wsws.org/en/articles/2013/10/14/gree-o14.html
https://www.wsws.org/en/articles/2013/10/12/afgh-o12.html
http://www.foreignpolicy.com/articles/2013/10/10/redrawing_the_map_for_democracy

http://truth-out.org/opinion/item/19179-syria-and-our-educational-system-a-discussion-with-noam-chomsky-richard-falk-lawrence-davidson-and-ilan-pappe

http://www.foreignpolicy.com/articles/2013/10/11/civil_surge_syria_moderates_government
http://truth-out.org/news/item/19334-the-tragedy-of-greece-as-a-case-study-of-neo-imperial-pillage-and-the-demise-of-social-europe
http://www.astrobio.net/exclusive/5742/did-a-huge-impact-lead-to-the-cambrian-explosion
ok. but that's why they used to teach greek philosophy. i guess, in the end, the two are so similar that it doesn't really matter...

"But in Chinese, the word for “mind” and “heart” are the same."

i can't remember which greek thinker realized we think with our mind (empodokles?), but he was overturning the view that we think with our heart. the poetic usage here is interesting, but the linguistics here are rooted in bad science.

"Recent research into neuroscience is confirming that the Chinese philosophers are correct:"

lol. no. you didn't understand what they meant. they meant to state that your heart is the centre of thought in your body, that it's where decisions are processed.

nor does the heart have anything to do with emotions. the brain, on the other hand, does.

i'm taking a step back from this now...

http://www.theatlantic.com/education/archive/2013/10/why-are-hundreds-of-harvard-students-studying-ancient-chinese-philosophy/280356/

Sunday, October 13, 2013

i just want to point out that one of the more important things i learned from studying aristocracies is that the official genealogies are largely suggested by hierarchical realities. that is to say that the offspring of queens and other aristocratic females were not always also the offspring of their forced partners. it's hard to blame aristocratic women for this, given that marriage in this period was a sort of process of being sold into slavery.

the flip side of this is that male aristocrats weren't always willing to force themselves onto their assigned partners, either.

what the dna demonstrates is that there isn't a patrilineal relationship. that doesn't necessarily mean that these heads aren't the kings that they're thought to be. conversely, it could be that the living bourbons are not actually bourbons, genetically.

http://www.nature.com/ejhg/journal/vaop/ncurrent/full/ejhg2013211a.html?WT.mc_id=FBK_NPG_EJHG_1310_KING

it was kind of a devastating moment when i realized that, actually. i spent a lot of time with that only to realize at the end that human beings are inherently promiscuous.

the flip side of this is easier to document: most powerful aristocrats had many children with women that were not their official partners.

they've done studies on this in the general population and the numbers are astounding. something like 30% of people are raised with fathers that they are not genetically related to.

all those kids that don't look like their fathers? the truth is....
historical questions aside, my interest lies more in determining a true carrying capacity surrounding a hypothetical shift to permaculture.

listen, there's only so much oil. we're going to have to reform our farming practices significantly. permaculture is one proposal.

the thing is that there are serious questions surrounding the ability of permaculture to actually produce. there's a sort of nightmare scenario of depopulation, warfare...

i like the idea of moving to hydroponic like arrangements where produce is grown indoors, perhaps with the aid of gmos that are not patented by mosanto. i realize that's sort of a heady pipe dream that relies on a high level of co-operation. permaculture is maybe more attainable.

but how many people can it actually feed?

http://www.nature.com/news/amazon-ecology-footprints-in-the-forest-1.13902?WT.mc_id=FBK_NatureNews
the imf has been retreating from it's austerity position for a while now. the results have been horrific. and the math underlying their policies was wrong. i guess give them some credit for not being an entirely constructed body? for having a shred of integrity?

unfortunately, it's going to take a few years to reverberate, politically. fuck, decades, maybe...

http://www.rawstory.com/rs/2013/10/11/international-monetary-fund-strongly-suggests-countries-tax-the-rich-to-fix-deficit/
https://www.wsws.org/en/articles/2013/10/12/eurp-o12.html
i think i'm starting to realize that yearning for a return to the simpler time invoked by 60s pop culture is the conservatism of the new generation, largely brought on by an influence from their grandparents.

it's really just a shift from 40s/50s imagery to 60s/70s imagery.

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a typical conversation with my psychotic mother

mom
How come you deleted my comments off your post? Or did you? I do think though that one needs a passport these days to get across the border....But, I may be wrong....

I finally broke up with "you know who"....I am afraid though.....I am almost afraid to even leave my place...But, I don't think he would strike so soon......If anything ever happens to me...It would be him, as he has threatened me on numerous occasions.......I just don't know how to handle this situation....Perhaps listing his name was not so smart, or maybe it was??......I just don't know what to do......

It could be him, or other(horrible characters) he knows....He has threatened me about them...But, I don't even know who "they" even are?

I have witnessed some insane behaviours(sp?what is the right spelling then) from him on numerous occasions....He is a very scarey man!

I think he may have keys to my apartment..Because when he left the other night, I locked the door promptly behind him, and when I got up the next morning....My door was unlocked!.......

Keys, that I NEVER EVEN GAVE HIM!.........

I guess the first thing, I should do, Is change my locks....I have two of them...

jessica amber murray
the spell check is american spelling. i never liked the guy at all, although we only met briefly. that's about all i can say. if changing your locks would make you feel better, you should do it.

mom
Yes... I will have to wait till next week to put the order in down at the main office here in my building...Although, I wonder if they would do it sooner...Prolly Not....I think it costs $100.00...Not Sure...Think so though....They(management) kinda think I am nuts already though...LOL....

Who cares what they even think at this point....If it will save my life or the contents inside here....

Yes, I know...Sounds a bit on the melodramatic side....But, I have been dealing with someone who is truly insane...I believe....

I am going to share something that might sound insane....But, on nights when he leaves here all angry and stuff...A dead prostitute shows up somewhere...Or goes missing....He used to make this horrible joke about putting a person in his septic tank.....That, that would be the best way of disposing of a body....

He has even claimed that alive ones were put in there!

He screamed at me that I knew too much!...Whatever that means??

jessica amber murray
that sounds really creepy, mom. if you have some information about missing prostitutes, or you think your life is in danger, you should really go to the police.

mom
Yes... I know...But he has threatened me with my life if I even mention the police...

jessica amber murray
btw, there are a number of 'normal' pieces of id that the border cops will accept. they'll even accept a parking card. i don't have anything like that, though. health card isn't listed. getting a passport should be easy, it says it takes ten days, so i'll go down on tuesday.

mom
And if I was to go to the police...What do you even think they will even do? They really are rather useless for the most part.....He even has police friends.....

jessica amber murray
i think that if you have evidence of a serious threat against you then you can put a restraining order on him and possibly get him tracked. i think you have to be pro-active in some sense, though. you can't just sit there and wait for him to come get you.

mom
I don't really have any evidence of any sort at all....

jessica amber murray
i mean, this guy isn't in the mafia or something is he....? hell's angels? if it's something like that, you're maybe right. you should maybe be thinking about finding a way to move. staying at nana's for a bit. i dunno. otherwise, it's probably the best choice.

if you claim he's threatened you, a judge might believe you. probably, even. it's a risk, sure. but, if the other risk is waiting around, i'd personally take the pro-active option.

mom
He's not hell's angels or mafia...But he claims that he knows people from this exact class of people....

He has mentioned names to me before...but I can't remember them...

Never thought I would have to..

jessica amber murray
those types of organizations are very professionally run. if you want to use that word. but you get the idea. they're businesses. the hell's aren't going to randomly hit somebody. it would put their operation in jeopardy. and if the boss found out somebody was fucking around like that, their own life might be in danger.

mom
He just has a really big mouth!....And I would just ignore what he was blithering about for the most part.....

jessica amber murray
in order for him to be able to follow through with a threat like that, he'd need to front some serious cash, and he'd have to find somebody that's on their way out. it sounds like he's bullshitting to me. still, it's hard not to take it seriously.

mom
He has money...

Stashed away....He is into all kinds of illegal shit!

He knows that I know this...

Saturday, October 12, 2013

demo #8: boogeyman / depressed

listening to this all these years later has been sort of interesting. my influences on this track are really blatantly obvious...

it's actually a pop song. honestly. it's also maybe the only song in this collection where i give my age away clearly. this couldn't have been written by an adult.

the instrumental at the end is also something i spent many hours playing, by myself, and is also much older than 1996.

recorded in oct, 1996. remastered on oct 12, 2013.

demo #7: phased out / blue

this is actually two tracks, but one sort of functions as an intro to the other. sort of.

the instrumental beginning is something i used to play for hours at a time in my room by myself as a sort of calming mechanism. it's much older than this demo....

the second part is, lyrically, an obvious homage. again: i was 15. on the other hand, i think it captures my idiosyncratic sense of humour quite well. musically, it's a noisy, messy and yet catchy thing - one of my favourites in this group of tracks.

recorded in october, 1996. remastered on oct 12, 2013.

out of ideas for the shower

From: Jessica Murray <death.to.koalas@gmail.com>
To: the initial landlord

i've tried the things i know how to do and they haven't been successful.

i think i've narrowed it down to the drain, but don't know how to fix it beyond that. i don't know if it can be fixed without pulling it out.

i need to reiterate that it gets worse with each shower because the grout is slowly dissolving. at first it was only leaking near the toilet. now it's leaking near the front, and dangerously close to the kitchen. so, there's a factor of time involved in fixing it.

j
not exactly a smoking gun. but this general idea is not new, and it's probably mostly right.
http://uk.prweb.com/releases/2013/10/prweb11201273.htm

https://www.wsws.org/en/articles/2013/10/11/budg-o11.html
http://canadiandimension.com/articles/5580/
http://www.nature.com/news/diamond-drizzle-forecast-for-saturn-and-jupiter-1.13925?WT.mc_id=FBK_NatureNews
http://www.democracynow.org/2013/10/11/worse_than_nixon_committee_to_protect
http://www.foreignpolicy.com/articles/2013/10/10/desert_fury_egypt_sinai
https://www.cnas.org/files/documents/publications/CNAS_GreatUnwind_policybrief_RosenbergKahl.pdf
http://www.theatlantic.com/business/archive/2013/10/truth-in-the-age-of-niallism/280507/

what is the synthetic oil made from?
http://phys.org/news/2013-10-arizona-solar-hours-sun.html

i applaud the move towards empiricism, but i think the question they need to be asking is about whether the idea still makes sense in a globalized economy focused on cheap labour.
http://mitne.ws/GTmJb4

http://phys.org/news/2013-10-device-self-biased-solar-hydrogen-microbial.html
http://www.scientificamerican.com/article.cfm?id=beeing-there-the-search-for-pesticides-effect-on-declining-bee-colonies-moves-to-the-fields&WT.mc_id=SA_Facebook
http://www.physicstoday.org/daily_edition/politics_and_policy/a_muted_milestone_for_the_national_ignition_facility\
this article made me laugh. it's just base tribalism, playing off the different abrahamic frauds against each other. what's she trying to do, start a jihad?

perhaps she should have spent some time analyzing how power creates and cultures christianity, rather than play right into the division strategy. yet, when your brain has already been conquered by religion, such abstractions may remain out of reach.

http://rabble.ca/columnists/2013/10/islamophobia-or-anti-muslim-sentiment-uncovering-roots-anti-muslim-discourse
so, you know you're not free, and you're struggling to be free....

....but what would you do if you *were* free?
it was always about containing russia and china. it's not a shift in policy so much as the launch of a new objective. once assad is removed from power, the americans will have control over all of the former soviet allies in the region (iraq, libya, syria). i think they're going to stop with syria, though. i don't think invading iran is possible....or at least it isn't at the moment....

the next stage is africa, and it's going to be more violent as the proxies are more developed. the americans will want to contain the conflict. how long before china figures out that their better strategy is escalation?

http://truth-out.org/opinion/item/19349-old-game-new-obsession-new-enemy-now-its-china
the other message inbox. just checked it for the first time in a while...

some spam. expected. but the kind of messages that randoms send off out of nowhere, like, i just don't get it. just trying to flip it around, like, could i ever ever ever see myself just randomly suggesting a bdsm hookup to a total stranger over facebook? not that i'm into that in the first place (definitely not), but the sheer gall required to actually make that request is just.....

maybe it's just more evidence that i am not a member of your species.

some of them are sort of cute and funny. no, i don't think i'm going to iran any time soon, but i appreciate the compliment.

most of them, though, are just......i don't understand how people can actually have the nerve for this.....