Friday, November 29, 2013

timeline: 1782

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1782

unclear date:
rev george wishart (died)

http://dghjdfsghkrdghdgja.appspot.com/chronology/CE/1000/700/80/02.html

timeline: 1710

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1710

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rev george wishart (born)

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john V kincardineshire

john V kincardineshire

born:
died:
father: john IV [1]
mother:
spouse:
child: james wishart [1]

[1]: memoir of george wishart, p. 333

http://dghjdfsghkrdghdgja.appspot.com/categories/gen/lines/wishart/johnVkincardineshire.html

john IV kincardineshire

john IV kincardineshire

born:
died:
father: john III [1]
mother:
spouse:
child: john V [1]

[1]: memoir of george wishart, p. 332-333

http://dghjdfsghkrdghdgja.appspot.com/categories/gen/lines/wishart/johnIVkincardineshire.html

john III kincardineshire

john III kincardineshire

born:
died:
father: john II [1]
mother:
spouse:
child: john IV [1]

knighted 

[1]: memoir of george wishart, p. 332

http://dghjdfsghkrdghdgja.appspot.com/categories/gen/lines/wishart/johnIIIkincardineshire.html

john II kincardineshire

john II kincardineshire

born:
died:
father: john I [1]
mother:
spouse:
child: john III [1]

knighted. 

[1]: memoir of george wishart, p. 332

http://dghjdfsghkrdghdgja.appspot.com/categories/gen/lines/wishart/johnIIkincardineshire.html

william wishart, bishop of glasgow

william wishart, bishop of glasgow

born:
died:
father: john I [1]
mother:
spouse:

- chancellor of scotland.
- bishop of glasgow. 

[1]: memoir of george wishart, p. 330-331

http://dghjdfsghkrdghdgja.appspot.com/categories/gen/lines/wishart/williamwishart.html
jessica amber murray 
if the logic of boycotts is effective, then there is no reason to abolish capitalism; merely taking part in capitalism would be enough to set the world straight. planning and organizing boycotts is consequently tacitly supporting the logic of capitalism, in the same way that voting is upholding the logic of liberal reformism.
on the other hand, if capitalism is an unworkable system that needs to be abolished because it concentrates power in the hands of a minority then it follows that boycotts are a waste of energy that could be applied towards effective resistance.

there is no way around it: boycotts are capitalist. they place faith in the power of markets as an agent of social change.

coach
Boycotts certainly operate within the rules of capitalism, including to a certain extent "pro-capitalist" ideology (i.e. can play into the myth of consumer sovereignty). On the other hand, you are talking about a tactic, in the context of our actual existing world, in which a great variety of tactics, and more importantly strategies, are deployed on all sides, so there is no one tactical "logic".

jessica amber murray 
that's not the point. if markets were an effective means of pushing social justice initiatives, what reason would there be to abolish capitalism?

it can drive down the price of goods. i'll give people that. how that works out, is another question.

coach
Most direct action tactics have "market effects", i.e. increasing the cost of business as usual when they fail to meet a demand (a "political" demand, not a market one).

I think that the problem that you're getting at is that limiting action to "voting with your dollars" is working entirely within the capitalist paradigm of How Things Should Work. What I'm getting at is that is only true if one can reduce the tactical repertoire of, say, a social movement using consumer boycotts, down to that one tactic. And, sometimes that's valid - but it's context-specific.

What I'm also saying is that the "secondary" effects of organizing a boycott may be quite significant, in terms of enabling other tactics within the repertoire.

jessica amber murray 
it's more just an observation. you're approaching this from a sort of vanguard perspective, intentionally or not. i think the empirical evidence of those theoretical secondary effects actually coming to fruition is rather weak, and i can come up with some suggestions as to why co-option is a more likely secondary effect, but that's not to say they can't happen under the right circumstances.

i'm just pointing out that anybody that actually believes that boycotts can actually work to a serious positive end - and i'm not getting the impression that that would be you - is upholding capitalism rather than combating it. it's some kind of libertarianism. actually operating under this perspective with faith, rather than utilizing it as a cynical tactic, whatever the merits of that cynical tactic may be, can only be counter-productive if the aim is to actually abolish capitalism.
ugh. dumb article. dumb comments.

white people can't be the victim of racism because they are inherently superior. and if you deny the inherent superiority of the white race then you're clearly a racist.

it's scary shit. and it's scarier that people can be manipulated like this.

http://feminspire.com/why-reverse-racism-isnt-real/
expect progressives to support this. they've made a big deal out of this.

as much as i don't like the legislation as it's described here, i have to admit that my ironic side sees the humour in how harper's spun the issue around. fucker....

http://www.canadianprogressiveworld.com/2013/11/28/canadas-privacy-czar-questions-harpers-cyberbullying-bill-c-13/
they should send the bill to the company involved.

oh. wait. "free market" doesn't include liabilities. bad for investors. forgot. silly me.

http://ca.news.yahoo.com/harper-commits-95-million-lac-megantic-decontamination-173533033.html

Thursday, November 28, 2013

charles rogers - memoir of george wishart, the scottish martyr


for researchers

this is a glorified family tree of the wishart family, along with what is basically an encyclopedia entry for george wishart, and would only be of interest to people studying that family in or outside of the context of the scottish reformation. the main source of this history is john knox, who may have romanticized/fabricated certain aspects of certain things rather substantially in order to fix a desired narrative. this is cursory to my interests in things. rather, it's important in my tree from three contexts.

the first is that the wishart line is ancestral to karl marx' wife. the second is that the wishart line descends from scottish nobility (thereby making marx a sort of nouveau riche). the third is that there were some reformation-era preachers along the line that had an influence on the development of protestantism in the united kingdom.

the primary topic of the text is discussed on his own page, over here.

the text was clearly never edited, as it is full of confusing typos. thankfully, the logic to put the tree together properly is entirely self-contained.

full text:
http://www.archive.org/download/cu31924074412580/cu31924074412580.pdf

http://dghjdfsghkrdghdgja.appspot.com/categories/books/congress/BR/1725.W81.R72/index.html
he's trying to make the point that depression should be taken seriously (i.e. not written off as something hard work can resolve, like calvinists and liberals tend to), but his argument falls apart into hippie bullshit halfway through.

depression is a component of consciousness. like every other component of consciousness, it has a chemical basis. don't accept that? ok, well back to the nineteenth century with you. go pick berries over the rolling fields and explain your holistic completeness to the birds - and tell me what they say. yes, reductionism has it's limits, but to deny a chemical basis of consciousness is to retreat back to the world of magic; to discuss the limitations of reductionism, in context, means to question the abundance of complicating factors.

happy? your body has an app for that, in the form of a chemical reaction. sad? yup. depressed? absolutely.

now, suppose you're fucked up on heroin. "get up! pull yourself together!". successful approach? probably not - you're fucked up on heroin, and it's preventing you from doing much of anything at all except drooling.

likewise with depression. as an aspect of consciousness, it has a chemical basis. as with any other chemical reaction, it has a period of influence.

the difference is that we don't get to pick when we inject depression, or when we stop shooting up on it. and there may even be a chemical dependency that develops, as we wallow in our own despair.

when i'm tired, i take caffeine. like every other component of consciousness, alertness has a chemical basis. for people that have bodies that are running off depression-inducing chemicals every which way, drugs are at least a short term solution. we understand this much: the mechanics of it. depression = chemicals. eliminating depression = chemicals.

the tricky part is in asking why some people's internal chemistry is doing this to them. genetics? environment? addiction? bad luck? there's probably not a neat and clean answer...

http://www.huffingtonpost.co.uk/jamie-flexman/depression-mental-illness_b_3931629.html
bro culture could have some upsides in worker solidarity.

http://www.cbc.ca/news/canada/nova-scotia/shipyard-workers-walk-off-job-complaining-of-bullying-1.2443497
in the midst of a recent debate, the topic of john kerry came up. i very nearly fell back into my expected reply:

"john kerry is a war criminal.".

however, i had to stop myself. kerry hasn't yet been responsible for anything of the sort. the truth is that, after four years of open war mongering by hillary, kerry seems to be a pleasant shift towards non-engagement.

he's still got time to become a war criminal, mind you. but the accusation, as of today, rings hollow.

it's been a long time since i've been able to say that about a prominent american leader. it's worth noting somewhere.

what the world needs to learn from hillary is the dangers of careerism in politics.

ANYTHING TO GET A PROMOTION.

you could see her crack from time to time. have second doubts. moral qualms.

in the end, her career was more important.

james wishart

james wishart

born:
died: 1575
father: james wishart [1]
mother:
spouse:
child: sir john wishart [1]

note that the source has an obvious typo for his father, which is clear in context. 

[1]: memoir of george wishart, p. 342-343

http://dghjdfsghkrdghdgja.appspot.com/categories/gen/lines/wishart/jamesd1575.html

charles rogers

charles rogers

born: 1825
died: 1890
works:
memoir of george wishart, the scottish martyr(1876)



relationships:
george wishart (topic of study)


sources:
1) transactions of the royal historical society, vol. 4 (1876), pp. 260-363
notes:

http://dghjdfsghkrdghdgja.appspot.com/categories/books/authors/CharlesRogers/index.html

george wishart

george wishart

born: 1513
died: 1546
father: james wishart [1]
mother: elizabeth learmount [1]
spouse:

briefly, wishart's show trial for heresy and subsequent ritualistic murder by the catholic church was the event that set the scottish reformation in motion.

- taught greek at a school created by john erskine of dun. specifically, new testament greek. this was a revolutionary act at the time. as surreal as it sounds, the bible could only be read in latin. this is not the language it was written in; anybody wanting to get at the oldest manuscripts would need to read the greek or aramaic. yet, the church was hardly interested in this. rather, it enforced the law specifically to prevent the laity from reading the bible on it's own and coming to it's own conclusions; only the clergy was permitted to read and understand the book. as literacy spread with the renaissance, the blatantly absurd nature of this reality became apparent: the western world was run by a nearly omnipotent church that based it's power in a book that nobody was allowed to read. this was one of the major causes of the reformation. so, it seems silly now, but distributing biblical material in greek was, at the time, a deeply revolutionary act.

- once the authorities found out what he was doing, he had to flee to england where he studied "reformed doctrines" at cambridge.

- friend of hugh latimer, bishop of worcester. upon latimer's suggestion, wishart went to bristol to preach. he was quickly arrested, charged with blasphemy and sent to thomas cromwell, chief minister to henry VIII, who had his own reasons to engineer an overthrow of papal supremacy. however, a law was then quickly passed through parliament that restored catholic ascendancy and wishart was forced to recant.

- when the church successfully forced somebody to recant, they had to wear an embroidery on their sleeve that illustrated a heretic being burned at the stake. this was meant to remind everybody of what happens when you challenge the authority of the church. as punishment, wishart was forced to wear the badge as he continued to preach.

- the nature of his initial heresy is unclear, which strikes me as suspicious. was there a heresy at all, or was the church merely attacking the language issue? some people have suggested that wishart carried on the views of latimer: denial of purgatory, rejection of the saints, rejection of the virgin birth and some other typical reformist views. others have suggested socinianism. all that is clear is that he recanted and continued preaching with the burning heretic sewn into his sleeve.

- he left for germany and switzerland soon after, no doubt realizing his own luck in escaping death. he seems to have studied calvinism while there. eventually, he went back to england, and then returned to scotland under the apparent protection of his maternal uncle, john learmount, who was in the inner circle of the scottish monarchy.

- he seems to have started preaching again at the age of 32 or 33, which is clearly consistent with all of the other evidence that strongly suggests 'jesus freak'. he also stopped running from persecution, plausibly under the hope that he would die horribly. see, this is the creepy side to jesus freaks: an obsession with being the object of sacrifice. i know from experience...

- as it was, a law was passed in 1543 that allowed for people to read the bible in greek. so, wishart was safe from direct persecution on that level. however, the evil cardinal was still out to get him for challenging his authority. wishart was sent a cease and desist order; he reacted with a speech full of fancy, delusional language that was saturated by an egotistical grandeur that saw his persecution as having some kind of divine purpose. see, this is why you can't persecute these nutcases. it's like arguing with a conspiracy theorist. the more tyrannical you are, the more virtuous their suffering is. strategically working towards the final abolition of religion requires a different set of tactics that digs deeper into it's root causes.

- wishart seems to have collapsed into irrational behaviour at this point, fully expecting his own ritual murder. or, perhaps, the stories enter the realm of exaggerated legend rather than historical fact. he began preaching in public spaces, getting involved in private quarrels, preaching to the sick - that sort of thing. he also started spending an unhealthy amount of time by himself in the garden in the middle of the night, which began to concern people. of the more obvious jesus freak fabrications, which appear to be attributable to knox, there's a story about him catching a priest that was sent to kill him and then pleading with the angry crowd not to harm the fucker. there's also a story where he predicts his own death.

- wishart eventually ended up in edinburgh, where he was allowed to preach under the personal protection of some powerful local landowners (alexander chrichton of brunstone, hugh douglas of longniddry, john cockburn of ormiston). some of these landowners appear to have been involved in a plot against the existing cardinal that also included the maternal uncle and brother of george wishart. that is to say that there were political reasons for this protection. here, he became a sort of mentor to knox. however, his ministry was not well attended. the plan to "make it big" in the city was a failure, and wishart began to lose funding from his investors. so, wishart became morose and suicidal, stating he was 'weary of the world' and other such things. it's not stated whether or not he turned to drugs, but he'd be a shitty failed corporate rock star if he didn't. while wishart went home to be burned alive, knox stayed in edinburgh to spearhead the scottish reformation.

- wishart was arrested while under the care of john cockburn in a less treacherous spin on the judas myth. knox seems to have recreated the story of the last supper in his retelling of events, with minor modifications. then, like jesus, wishart went quietly with his capturers, stating that what happens is god's will. he was then tortured by the earl of bothwell, who plays the part of judas. a trial then follows, in which wishart is convicted of heresy. there's much jesus freak wordiness in his last words, which knox somehow obtained a perfect recollection of.

- one of the accusations against wishart is that he denied the sacrament of confession, claiming instead that confessing to the priest "has no warrant" and that confession ought to be done with god directly. this is particularly interesting to me, as confession is one of the most blatant examples of religion being used as a means of statist control.

- overall, knox' narrative of wishart seems to be directly adapted from the life of jesus - to the point that it is questionable if it has any historical value whatsoever. the catholic church is even substituted into the role of the pharisees, cartoonish villainy and all. but, what strikes me most about the story is how wishart is a scottish substitution of jesus, and how that may have played into a nationalist discourse. i'm going to leave this page here because he has no descendants and it is of little consequence how historical the account of his life actually is. historically, he's an important person. yet, if i were to make a rationalist guess based on the nature of the stories surrounding george wishart, it would be that he did not exist at all as we know him - that he was almost entirely a fabrication of knox and perhaps even purposefully designed as his socrates.

[1]: memoir of george wishart

http://dghjdfsghkrdghdgja.appspot.com/categories/gen/lines/wishart/georgemartyr.html 

Wednesday, November 27, 2013

james wishart

james wishart

born:
died: 1491
father: john V [1]
mother:
spouse:
child: john wishart [1]

apparently, the shift in land is more clear than the precise genealogy. the repeated appearance of the surname ochterlony in the historical record is presented as evidence, but i find it suspicious. 

[1]: memoir of george wishart, p. 333-334

http://dghjdfsghkrdghdgja.appspot.com/categories/gen/lines/wishart/jamesd1491.html

john wishart

john wishart

born:
died: c. 1508
father: james wishart [1]
mother:
spouse: janet lindsay [1]
child: james wishart [1]

[1]: memoir of george wishart, p. 334

http://dghjdfsghkrdghdgja.appspot.com/categories/gen/lines/wishart/johnd1508.html

james wishart

james wishart

born:
died: c. 1553
father: james wishart [1]
mother: janet lindsay [1]
spouse:
child: sir john wishart, reformist rebel [1]
child: james wishart [1]

[1]: memoir of george wishart, p. 336-337

http://dghjdfsghkrdghdgja.appspot.com/categories/gen/lines/wishart/jamesd1553.html

rev william wishart

rev william wishart

born: c. 1625
died: 1692
father: alexander wishart [1]
mother: catherine kerr [1]
spouse: christian burne [1]
child: rev william wishart [1]

[1]: memoir of george wishart, p. 349-350

http://dghjdfsghkrdghdgja.appspot.com/categories/gen/lines/wishart/revwilliam1625.html

rev william wishart

rev william wishart

born: c. 1660
died: 1729
father: rev william wishart [1]
mother: christian burne [1]
spouse: janet murray [1]
child: rev george wishart [1]

[1]: memoir of george wishart, p. 350-351

http://dghjdfsghkrdghdgja.appspot.com/categories/gen/lines/wishart/revwilliam1660.html

rev george wishart

rev george wishart

born: c. 1710
died: 1782
father: rev william wishart [2]
mother: janet murray [2]
spouse: anne campbell [1], [2]
child: jane wishart [1]

[1]: marx, robert payne, wh allen & co., 1968. jenny von westphalen.
[2]: memoir of george wishart, p. 351-352

http://dghjdfsghkrdghdgja.appspot.com/categories/gen/lines/wishart/revgeorge1710.html

sir john wishart

sir john wishart

born:
died: 1607
father: james wishart [1]
mother:
spouse: jean douglas [1]
child: alexander wishart [1]

[1]: memoir of george wishart, p. 343-344

http://dghjdfsghkrdghdgja.appspot.com/categories/gen/lines/wishart/sirjohnd1607.html

alexander wishart

alexander wishart

born: c. 1600
died:
father: sir john wishart [1]
mother: jean douglas [1]
spouse: catherine kerr [1]
child: rev william wishart [1]

[1]: memoir of george wishart, p. 349

http://dghjdfsghkrdghdgja.appspot.com/categories/gen/lines/wishart/alexander1600.html

wishart stem file

rev george wishart

born: c. 1710
died: 1782
father:  [2]
mother: janet murray [2]
spouse: anne campbell [1], [2]

[1]: marx, robert payne, wh allen & co., 1968. jenny von westphalen.
[2]: memoir of george wishart, p. 351-352

http://dghjdfsghkrdghdgja.appspot.com/categories/gen/lines/wishart/george.html
so, given that black friday is the day of the year where things cost the least, and we're mostly all going to convert stupid amounts of our money into christmas presents anyways (some of you may, like me, entirely boycott christmas...it's to the point that i don't even make cards, which hasn't left me popular with friends or family), why do we choose this day to boycott?

oh yeah. it's because we're a bunch of privileged liberals that can walk in a few weeks later when the sales are over and shell the cash out without it hurting us. of course. carry on as before.

just don't forget to snicker at those silly poor people for thinking that, if they beat the line, they may be able to afford christmas this year, and maybe keep a little bit of their constantly eroding social pride. wtf are they thinking. silly poor people.

i mean, don't get me wrong. i'm sitting here boycotting the whole thing. the boycott's as much religious as it is anti-capitalist. when i say 'fuck christmas', i mean it. heartily.

but converting normal people into jaded fuckers like me is a long, difficult process full of traumatic experiences. most people have to deal with this shit. those 70% mark downs are kind of useful, if you've got two kids and four in-laws to prove you're not desperately poor to, in between handing out 95% of your income to various types of rentiers.

naw. silly poor people. look at them run into each other. they're funny.
i live on disability for a psychiatric condition. my background is complex - my early childhood was spent on welfare, whereas i was comfortably middle class in my teenage and early adult years. some of the things i have were given to me when i was a teenager. some of them, i worked for myself when i was a teenager. some of them, i bought as an adult, when i was employed, before i broke down. still others, i've arrived at through careful fiscal budgeting or good luck. kijiji is a useful resource.

regardless, i feel the need to challenge the premise. "you deserve what you worked for" seems reasonable on the surface, but if you break it down it becomes deeply tyrannical. it leads to a corollary of "you don't deserve what you didn't work for", which is a literal statement of economic slavery. once you realize this, the issue enters into a surreal realm where we, as the owned class, are attacking each other for being bad slaves. rather than show solidarity with our common struggles, we attack each other for not upholding the goals of our owners. could we be more brainwashed?

to an extent, it's easy to understand. we despise our own conditions so deeply that we lash out at those that seem like they're "getting a better deal". we interpret inequality based on our immediate perceptions, perhaps because we lack the ability to abstract the situation on our own, without prodding. why can't we see that the root of the problem is in our own shitty deal, rather than a perception that the other guy's shitty deal is less shitty? why can't we unite to fight a common oppressor rather than stab each other in the back?

i don't want to hijack this, so i'm not going to engage in a debate. i just want to ask people to think about the ideas underlying the system of "reward for work" a little more carefully in order to come to the conclusion that arguments like the one above are essentially an internalization of slavery and to ask if it is possible to build a truly free society while holding on to this kind of calvinist thinking.

http://themetapicture.com/do-not-judge-a-person-until-you-know-their-story/
comment 1

let's take a step back. if you actually look at the stats, science/engineering/math grads have a higher unemployment rate than arts/humanities kids for the precise reason that the older generation convinced us that it was the only way to get a job and now the market is saturated. it's worse - restructuring and layoffs have created a huge workforce of experienced science/engineering/math grads that younger people can't compete with. you'll still get these new right blowhards that try to set up this dichotomy, but it simply doesn't pass an empirical evaluation. the economy sucks all around. it's a structural problem.

also note that if you just finished your phd in molecular biology and are aghast to find out that the entry wage at your local lab is $12/hr, if you beat out the crowded field to get in, then you can also blame that entirely on the reality that there are many times more people with science backgrounds than the economy can provide jobs for because we were all good kids that listened to our parents and took the high probability route to success.

comment 2


i think this is closer to a smart mindset.

i've been through a lot of programs, some more traditionally marketable than others, and what i've learned is that hard work is probably the least important thing to factor in. talent is even secondary. when dealing with huge, highly competitive job markets actual passion is by far the most important determinant of success because it converts "hard work" into something enjoyable. we need to stop separating these concepts. in an advanced, technological economy effort and enjoyment are necessarily interchangeable.

it took me roughly five programs to realize this. after taking a look at the job market, i decided to focus on computer science. my background was in math, and fairly deep. i was several years older than the average kid in the class. on a pure aptitude/talent level, i could program circles around these kids. indeed, my marks fluctuated between 98-100%.

however, as time went on, i started to realize something. maybe the kid sitting beside me didn't get it perfectly, but when he went home after class he spent his time writing scripts. i, on the other hand, spent my time listening to music. in order to outwork this kid, i'd have to become him.

at that point it clicked: the kid that's going to do well is going to be the kid that intersects aptitude with passion. i had the aptitude, but not the passion. therefore, i could never compete.

the conclusion is that we should be telling kids to focus on what they enjoy, rather than what we think the economy might one day demand. even ignoring the reality that we suck at predicting the future (3-d printing just appeared out of nowhere, and is going to fuck some things up), the reality is that the most focused hard work can never overpower sheer enjoyment and that the size of the global workforce necessitates that it is those who operate on sheer enjoyment that will succeed.

we should be following our hearts, after all.

http://www.buzzfeed.com/hunterschwarz/old-economy-steve-is-a-new-meme-that-will-enrage-all-millenn

Tuesday, November 26, 2013

"the honour of the crown"

ahahahahaha.

AAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

BWAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHA
installation file:
ImageDecoder_2.0.2009.616.fzip

inridiculous (original album mix) (inri033) now fully uploaded

i've decided not to alter this in any way.

i was moving, conceptually, to more serious styles of music. i wanted to write these epic 20-minute trips that reached into every genre imaginable. you can hear that shift over the last few things i posted, and it really accelerates moving into the year 2000. this is my last kiddy recording...but it isn't really a kiddy recording.....

see, i had a bunch of noise tracks that i'd been putting aside for a third demo, trinri, that was meant to carry on with the same concept as the first two: "songs" and "collages" would alternate over 19 tracks. the problem i ran up against with trinri was that i was no longer interested in writing songs. what was coming out, instead, were these fifteen minute journeys. that's ultimately the driving reason that i switched things up: the format had worn itself thin.

so, i pulled the noise collages together (along with some older collages that i had pulled from various sources as far back as my first demo tape) into this thing. i became aware at some point, very suddenly, that the whole idea and product was sort of ridiculous. hence the title.

this recording is consequently void of actual songs. it isn't easy to listen to, and offers few reprieves, but if you're a fan of the genre that includes bands like coil, psychic tv, dvoa, nurse with wound and hafler trio (i hesitate to use the i word in context) then you may find something of enjoyment here.

cover art is from 1999. how the hell did the greeks think mesopotamia was an ocean, anyways? surely, they had contact with babylonians, if not indians. that's never made sense to me.

recorded from 1996-1999. this is my third record. as always, please use headphones.

credits:
j - guitar, effects, bass, keyboards, tapes, synthesizers, live drums, drum programming, hammerhead (909 emulator), sound raider, sampling, cool edit synthesis/sequencing, loops, digital effects processing, digital wave editing, flute

released dec 10, 1999

https://jasonparent.bandcamp.com/album/inridiculous

inrimake (initial 2013 expansion) (inri032) now fully uploaded

something that happened in the late 90s, when fans of bands started getting together and talking on the internet, was the phenomena of the unauthorized remix. schemes were hatched all over the internet to create remix records, tribute discs, fan collaborations and whatnot. in hindsight, given what the internet turned into, it was actually a refreshingly productive use of networking.

different artists have reacted in different ways. i got yelled at by the now deceased singer of god lives underwater for one of these. trent reznor, on the other hand, eventually went so far as to set up a competition (which i didn't take part in, as i'd moved beyond the idea by that point).

once i'd put a few remixes/recreations together, and received more positive feedback doing it than with any of my own songs, i began to realize that if i could get somebody's attention then i could construct myself a launching pad. it seems like that's what a lot of people were thinking; it didn't work out, but i did end up with a number of remixes.

unfortunately, i've lost a lot of them. about a third of them ended up on a cd-r i threw together at the end of 1999. a third just sat on my hard drive, and a third disappeared into the internet. i'm putting them all together here under the title of the 1999 release, 'inrimake'. the initial release ended after "the day inri messed the world up"; the last five songs are 'bonus tracks'.

i was very much going for the *abstract* remix sound rather than the club-friendly mix. you can't really dance to these. you're not supposed to. you're supposed to blare them through headphones and trip out into them.

in terms of my own work, this record very much extends a bridge from the inri period into the deny everything period, to the extent that it arguably realizes the goals of both phases better than either phase does.

recorded sporadically, and without cohesive intent, over '98 and '99. originally compiled in the fall of '99. augmented and minimally edited over november, 2013.

HEADPHONES ARE MANDATORY TO EXPERIENCE THIS AS INTENDED.

credits:
j - guitars, effects, bass, synths, drum programming, digital wave editing, cool edit synthesis, sampling, sequencers, loops, remixes, reconstructions, reinterpretations

released october 15, 1999

https://jasonparent.bandcamp.com/album/inrimake
he's right.

http://www.washingtonpost.com/blogs/answer-sheet/wp/2013/11/16/arne-duncan-white-surburban-moms-upset-that-common-core-shows-their-kids-arent-brilliant/?tid=pm_pop
i think it's funny how they gloss over his political leanings as "conservative".

this is the guy that ran the military coup a few years ago. and the major opposition party is essentially the clique that the military overthrew.

in other words, the election is a transparent sham. but, bullshit western monitors will declare it free. and the resistance will have to take more extreme forms.

http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/world-latin-america-25098965
more proof that democracy is stupid.

if they would have done an issue-by-issue poll, they would have found out that:

(1) chrystia freeland was an acceptable candidate for most conservatives.
(2) linda mcquaig represented the views of most liberals better than chrystia freeland did
(3) as much as i think linda would have been a quality mp, most ndp voters would have probably preferred the green candidate on an issue-by-issue analysis.
(4) justin trudeau is sexier than thomas mulcair

i've been watching this race because mcquaig >>>> freeland in every possible metric. this was an objective choice between superior and inferior candidates, and democracy (yet again....) made the wrong decision.

we need to retain an assembly process. it's representation that does *not* achieve it's goals. the house received the inferior candidate here, and the people in the riding are not properly represented in their views. instead, the more popular party leader kept a seat.

the fastest, easiest way to reform the system meaningfully in a way that can have a large result is to abolish representation in favour of direct democracy. and, ironically, it's pierre trudeau that has the only serious working model in which we can draw on.

let ministries be run by a process that promotes from within, leaving accountability to a theoretical direct democracy. we don't even want elected ministers that are pawns of big business. our parliament incorrectly functions as an executive branch, as it is - why not accept that and make it a presidency, with a party list, but with dramatically reduced scope and power. in other words, let us have a president that must run a plebiscite to determine the exact process of ass-wiping.

this isn't working, and changing the way we do it isn't going to fix it. in an infinity of political positions within the complexity of a riding, the idea that we can find a perfect representative is outrageously absurd! it is reductionism to it's idiotic extreme!

http://www.cbc.ca/news/canada/toronto/liberals-win-in-toronto-centre-cbc-1.2439673

the pundits will spin this around every which way.

the optimistic way to read this is that voters prioritized turfing harper over maximizing their own representation.

the realistic way to read it is that voters don't know what they're voting for.
k. so, i'm pausing for a little bit.

1) my headphone cords should be in the mail early next week. that means:

(a) i need to wait for them for the deny everything material, which exists in multiple ways.
(b) when they get here, i'm going to have to closely listen to what i've uploaded, which may mean some track replacements. the songs won't change, but the sound of them probably will.

2) while i'm waiting, i'm going to work on converting some old stuff into chiptune tracks.

i've uploaded a huge amount of stuff over the last two months. 3 demo tapes, 5 cds, 3 eps, 2 singles. all of it before the beginning of 2000. it's in listenable form. so, while i'm pausing, feel free to stream the records as records.

superhappyfunsong & drumk (original album mixes)

these were rescued from the initial demo tape and slightly modified to segue better into the noise aesthetic.

recorded in the spring of 1999. edited in december, 1999.

https://jasonparent.bandcamp.com/track/drumk-2


https://jasonparent.bandcamp.com/track/superhappyfunsong

tribute (original album mix)

through '99 and '00, and generally very early in the morning, i could often be found recording very long ambient guitar sections into my machine. really, i was just expressing myself. my first proper symphony ended up built around this concept.

when i went to construct this demo, i needed an extra few minutes of ambience to segue between tracks. so i pulled one of the files off the drive and shaped it a bit...

recorded in the fall of 1999.

https://jasonparent.bandcamp.com/track/tribute

book it! (original album mix)

this is another lost track that exists in a sort of an ill-defined alter-reality. the track mixes idm, new age, jazz fusion and progressive rock into a ridiculous, hyperfruity masterpiece. it's a mash-up of return to forever and mike oldfield, as remixed by coil.

it came out of a jam in my basement that fall. i was feeling a little more lonely than usual. see, i was quite literally the only person in my social group that bothered doing grade 13. so, school was converted from my only real social grounding (and i was always an extremely introverted loner) into a place of isolation and alienation. i skipped a lot of classes, actually, in a desire to escape the people. looking back, i sort of regret not reaching out to the people around me a bit more; it would have helped in more than just a social context. but, in hindsight, i'm also able to understand the separation better as one of class; as much as i regret keeping myself isolated, i think i would have been better off not carrying on with school at all.

i mean, i did well. my average was over 90. but i felt hopelessly out of place. i knew i didn't belong there....that they would never accept me unless i became the kind of pretentious jerk i despised. nor did i want anything to do with them, anyways. i really hated the superior attitude that i found myself immersed within. so, i just kept my physical distance and my mouth shut, hoping the condition was temporary (it wasn't).

the flip side of this is that i was also working a part-time job in a fast-food restaurant and i hated it just as much. i didn't fit in any better there, amongst the kids with no aspirations in life except to work in order to exist.

so, i found myself stuck between worlds, not wanting anything to do with either. in both cases, though, what i found the problem was was the people. "i don't mind the job, but i'm repulsed by the staff".

what i really wanted was just to be able to lock myself in a room and never have to engage with anybody ever again. i think that i'm the only person that could have written this. it exudes my idiosyncrasies in surreal, tongue-in-cheek humour. but it's also dead serious.

"i'd rather have a book than a friend.
it's loyalty will never end,
doesn't succumb to fashion or trend,
and all the information it sends,
will never get lost along the way.
when things get as tough as they may,
it will always know exactly what to say,
'cause books don't hurt...
...or do they?"

musically, there's some fancy playing here. everything is completely live: no loops (except the drums, programmed into a 909 emulator). that guitar part is sort of tricky. and check the bass part in the breakdown.

the thing i really like about this the most, though, is the gorgeous kosmische ending section, which is built up on overlapping sixths and is just the most dreamy thing to escape into ever. dramatic ending chord care/of a day in the life.

and, indeed, this is the dramatic ending chord for inri.

recorded in the fall of 1999.

https://jasonparent.bandcamp.com/track/book-it-raw-mix

Monday, November 25, 2013

let freedom ring (original discarded outtake)

so, this is an interesting thing to have sitting on my shelf. it's the 'i have a dream' speech, orchestrated with some soaring guitars.

i should point out immediately that i got a lawsuit thrown at me by the king estate when i tried to upload this back in early '00. i thought that was really trite, but it's not really a legal battle i want to have. i would react more or less the same way should i be threatened a second time, except to point out this time that it's fair use so long as i remove the price tag and basically just do that.

the story behind the song is not very remarkable. the working title for the track was just 'progblues thing'. it was intended to be a structured instrumental guitar track that mixed the flair of hendrix with the minimalist structure of steve reich. the speech sort of came to it by accident.

it was also the result of my dad getting himself a drumkit for christmas that year, which my step-mother promptly placed in my bedroom as a disincentive for further use. score, i guess. but it didn't survive the move a few months later. in the mean time, i got some recordings out of it - as well as a few moderately crazy drunken weekend jam sessions.

i'll note that that christmas also produced a grand piano a few feet outside my door. it's intended recipient was my sister, but she wasn't around much. me? new pc, with a convenient recording interface, and some more functional microphones. despite talk of family jam spaces, one might suspect my father was actually conspiring in my favour. there is probably a great deal of truth in this suspicion. these conditions held for less than a year, but i made the most of them.

so, the idea of the track was initially about experimenting with the new reverb system built into my new soundcard interface, by triggering it with the drumkit that had recently magically appeared out of good fortune. it had been a few years since i'd played the kit much, and, unfortunately, it kind of does show. i had spent a little time practicing along with "nevermind" and "siamese dream" for a few weeks to get back in shape, but i wasn't really "there" yet at the time of this recording. i didn't want to program loops into the song, so i compensated by splicing the track up. of special interest in this wave editing is the backwards cymbals, and especially how they intersect with the soaring guitars.

and of those soaring guitars? a fairly simple blues pattern. sure is lovely, though, isn't it?

the speech became attached to the track when chance managed to have them playing simultaneously for me. i had cnn on in the corner. it was doing some kind of special on mlk, perhaps related to an anniversary that is related to a yearly holiday. placed together, it knocked me flat on my ass.

the idea in my mind from the start was integrationist, if not really consciously so. on the one hand, the guitar part is raw southern blues. on the other hand, the structure is sterile white minimalism. i didn't just realize this juxtaposition, i was trying to exploit it, even if the racial context hadn't occurred to me. when king's speech was played over it, though, the idea really exploded; the context became much deeper. it was an instant exponentiation in profundity.

i also thought it would work well as a foil to the doonesbury sample that is in the track that follows this one [entropy (original mix)].

in hindsight, there are some problems with this. i was a moderately wealthy white kid from canada. there was never much chance of me turning a profit on this, but if i did it would be a type of appropriation. this track does appear on the deny everything demo (jasonparent.bandcamp.com/album/deny-everything) but under the title of "a commercial break" - and without the dr. king samples. that's probably for the best.

that doesn't change the feeling i got when i first heard the two things together, or take away any of the power that the pairing produces.

i think this is worth sharing.

recorded in january, 2000.

https://jasonparent.bandcamp.com/track/let-freedom-ring

missed connection (original discarded outtake)

this was initially written to be the first track of my third record, which i was calling trinri as a working title. yet, it was written about the same time as i was finishing up my covers disc. i wanted to add at least one more track to the disc to make it a bit longer. for whatever reason, i ended up using it as an introduction to the hummer cover, rather than as it's own track.

i've pulled it out here, in instrumental form.

recorded in sept. 1999. isolated on nov 25, 2013.

https://jasonparent.bandcamp.com/track/missed-connection

hummer (remix/cover for inrimake)

this is two things.

the introductory synth section was created independently as the introduction to a theoretical third demo (which became deny everything). i had also already decided to compile the covers disc and ended up using it for an introduction to this cover of hummer, instead. so i "lost" the section. i've regretted letting the part go a few times since. and, going this route factored into the decision to include the first two tracks (which are not covers). anyways...

the rest of it is actually two different approaches to the same thing. i ended up using them both by stringing them together rather than one or the other.

i was also feeling trapped in the covers project, generally. this is something that took a huge amount of time and energy. why wasn't i applying that towards original material? the samples at the end are meant to represent me breaking free of myself, and letting myself loose to get back to my own ideas. so i could live again. i plead guilty to all counts of being a drama queen.

i also ended up co-opting the song, mildly. i focused solely on the instrumental part in the second half of the track, which has a very carefree quality to it. it's not explicitly about rejecting war. but it fits.

musically, for the second part, i need to weight two tendencies. first, it was consciously meant to have this silly fake-jazz strut to it. second, i was clearly more interested in free jamming than composing anything with structure. it's a weird juxtaposition that sounds kind of dorky. sometimes, you have to begin analyzing something by determining whether it accomplished it's goal or not. i feel this did, but the intent was admittedly unusual.

this is so dramatically different from the original that it's reasonable to say something like that it's "inspired by" the original rather than a remix or a cover. it does contain creatively reinterpreted samples of the original.

created in sept & oct, 1999.  

https://jasonparent.bandcamp.com/track/hummer
if you were curious.

(it was obviously the cia. he got shot several times in short range. there's no debate here - it *had* to be set up by his own guys, then suppressed by them. the interesting question is who set it up. dulles? hoover? i lean towards lbj, but we won't know until the documents get released. if they ever even get released.)

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We turned to other subjects, but Fidel came back to Kennedy once more, the next day, when he said to me, apropos of nothing, “Kennedy was very young.”
 

I later asked Julia Sweig what this might have meant. For Castro, she said, Kennedy may forever stand for something out of reach. “He’ll never know what would have happened had J.F.K. lived. He may have reserved for Kennedy in his own mind the possibility of greatness. It’s completely fascinating and frustrating to him.”

http://theatlantic.com/international/archive/2013/11/fidel-castro-oswald-could-not-have-been-the-one-who-killed-kennedy/281674/

also, castro is such a fucking capitalist pig...
suppose a really progressive pope decides to shut the whole farce down by declaring himself fallible. could the next pope reverse the claim?

i mean, he could only do so under the truth of the claim he's attempting to reverse; the pope's infallibility could only be reasserted by understanding his fallibility.

this new guy seems to be left of hitler, which is admittedly a nice - if unexpected - change. maybe....?

i mean, it's russell's paradox. it's a problem the church can't just gloss over.
https://canadiandimension.com/articles/view/exiting-the-vampire-castle
http://www.nature.com/news/mice-with-just-two-male-genes-father-babies-1.14219?WT.mc_id=FBK_NatureNews

good points here about the contradictions that saturate the post-modern left.
http://canadiandimension.com/articles/5674/

http://www.wsws.org/en/articles/2013/11/15/gris-n15.html
http://truth-out.org/news/item/20094-german-expose-of-americas-secret-war-attracts-quick-strong-us-rebuttal
http://www.counterpunch.org/2013/11/15/refrigerator-wars-in-venezuela/

probably the same reason you beat your wife, fp.
http://www.foreignpolicy.com/articles/2013/11/17/why_has_the_un_given_assad_a_free_pass_on_mass_murder_syria

http://rabble.ca/blogs/bloggers/gerry-caplan/2013/11/linda-mcquaig-victory-would-make-election-matter-change
http://www.wsws.org/en/articles/2013/11/18/chog-n18.html

why can't he just declare himself fallible so we can all be done with it already?
http://fpif.org/audacity-pope/

http://jacobinmag.com/2013/11/an-incomplete-legacy/

ironically, this could be the best thing that's ever happened to the palestinians.
http://fpif.org/changing-middle-east-israel-saudi-arabia-cling-together/

http://www.theatlantic.com/international/archive/2013/11/syrias-silent-chilling-epidemic-of-journalist-kidnappings/281574/

http://blog.foreignpolicy.com/posts/2013/11/17/bitcoin_to_congress_back_off

the way to fight this is population decline. it's why they're doing it. if your state is doing this, don't fight it - get up and move. hit their tax base.
http://www.theatlantic.com/health/archive/2013/11/when-did-fetal-pain-become-pro-life-strategy/281577/

http://therealnews.com/t2/index.php?option=com_content&task=view&id=31&Itemid=74&jumival=11032
http://truth-out.org/opinion/item/20028-european-progress-toward-a-financial-transactions-tax
http://www.foreignpolicy.com/articles/2013/11/15/the_iran_sanctions_stranglehold_and_the_march_to_war
http://truth-out.org/news/item/20039-fracking-unfocus-how-the-epas-long-awaited-hydraulic-fracturing-study-could-miss-the-mark

http://upsidedownworld.org/main/index.php?option=com_content&view=article&id=4555%3Acanada-signs-free-trade-deal-with-honduras-amid-pre-electoral-repression&catid=23%3Ahonduras&Itemid=46

http://www.thedailybeast.com/articles/2013/11/14/iranian-human-rights-activists-blast-congress-s-sanctions-push.html

well, i mean, they took over an oil rig. what did they expect?
http://www.democracynow.org/2013/11/18/2_months_after_russias_jailing_of

http://www.wsws.org/en/articles/2013/11/18/liby-n18.html
http://ceasefiremagazine.co.uk/alberto-mayo-chiles-2013-presidential-elections-it-vote-everything/
http://www.theatlantic.com/health/archive/2013/11/how-many-of-your-memories-are-fake/281558/
http://thecable.foreignpolicy.com/posts/2013/11/18/why_hezbollah_loves_the_us_iran_nuke_deal

again: a proper student protest is not a strike. it's showing up without paying.
http://truth-out.org/news/item/20114-4-chilean-student-leaders-make-the-jump-to-parliament

http://www.wsws.org/en/articles/2013/11/19/wild-n19.html
http://mideast.foreignpolicy.com/posts/2013/11/19/two_blasts_hit_near_the_iranian_embassy_in_beirut?utm_medium=twitter&utm_source=twitterfeed

http://fpif.org/burmas-promise-president-thein-seins-11-commitments-obama/
http://therealnews.com/t2/index.php?option=com_content&task=view&id=31&Itemid=74&jumival=11040
http://bit.ly/18Msrn2
http://www.policyalternatives.ca/newsroom/updates/waging-election-income-inequality
http://www.truth-out.org/buzzflash/commentary/item/18320-the-accumulation-of-property-should-not-determine-who-should-vote

http://therealnews.com/t2/index.php?option=com_content&task=view&id=31&Itemid=74&jumival=11039
http://truth-out.org/news/item/20079-us-history-repeats-itself-with-guest-worker-programs
http://truth-out.org/progressivepicks/item/19815-media-control-and-indoctrination-in-the-united-states
http://www.democracynow.org/2013/11/19/civil_society_isn_t_welcome_corporations
http://www.counterpunch.org/2013/11/19/60236/
http://truth-out.org/news/item/20125-regulations-are-killed-and-kids-die
http://rabble.ca/columnists/2013/11/unhappy-provinces-new-opposition-allies-against-harper-conservatives
http://truth-out.org/opinion/item/20060-the-dollar-will-be-all-right
http://www.counterpunch.org/2013/11/19/iran-and-the-axis-of-anxiety/
http://therealnews.com/t2/index.php?option=com_content&task=view&id=31&Itemid=74&jumival=11047
http://www.wsws.org/en/articles/2013/11/19/egy-n19.html
http://www.wsws.org/en/articles/2013/11/20/indo-n20.html
http://fpif.org/new-nicaragua-canal-china-barges/
http://www.counterpunch.org/2013/11/20/the-great-corporate-tax-shift/
http://killerapps.foreignpolicy.com/posts/2013/11/20/us_spooked_by_chinas_nuke_bomber_attack_drone_projects
http://fpif.org/running-war/
http://thecable.foreignpolicy.com/posts/2013/11/19/african_union_takes_on_the_international_criminal_court%20
http://www.theatlantic.com/international/archive/2013/11/fidel-castro-oswald-could-not-have-been-the-one-who-killed-kennedy/281674/

it is absolutely imperative that the workers across the region realize that they are not in competition with each other for each other's jobs, but would benefit more from a collaborative process of seizing the means of production and retooling it for domestic production rather than for export. solidarity.
http://libcom.org/news/highs-lows-wage-rise-new-garment-minimum-wage-20112013

http://www.counterpunch.org/2013/11/20/the-likudnik-house-of-saud-axis-of-terror/
http://www.theatlantic.com/national/archive/2013/11/why-are-immigrants-being-deported-for-minor-crimes/281622/
http://rabble.ca/news/2013/11/secret-evidence-plays-growing-role-canada%E2%80%99s-immigration-courts
http://truth-out.org/opinion/item/20146-militarism-and-violence-are-so-yesterday-its-time-to-make-peace-the-reality
http://www.counterpunch.org/2013/11/20/time-to-change-course-on-obamacare/

the killer robots that the government sends out to control you will be in the form of adorable trojan ponies. plausibly with unicorns.
http://www.theatlantic.com/technology/archive/2013/11/meet-the-marines-humdrum-toy-a-headless-miniature-pony-robot/281678/

http://www.washingtontimes.com/news/2013/nov/20/rice-progressive-asia-tilt-womens-rights-climate/?page=1#ixzz2lECuH4TW

http://thecable.foreignpolicy.com/posts/2013/11/20/exclusive_inside_americas_plan_to_kill_online_privacy_rights_everywhere

http://www.counterpunch.org/2013/11/20/media-control-and-indoctrination-in-the-united-states/
http://atfp.co/I4k8wh
http://atfp.co/189Gwk5
http://buff.ly/1aIOE8I
http://www.foreignpolicy.com/articles/2013/11/20/what_are_russian_mercenaries_doing_in_syria_investigation
http://www.policyalternatives.ca/publications/reports/saving-green-economy
http://therealnews.com/t2/index.php?option=com_content&task=view&id=31&Itemid=74&jumival=11045
http://www.counterpunch.org/2013/11/21/surprise-the-us-isnt-leaving-afghanistan/

this kind of co-ordination is important.  now, i want to see every walmart store in the country shut down simultaneously.
http://libcom.org/blog/wildcat-strikes-seven-walmart-stores-dallas-21112013

http://truth-out.org/opinion/item/20061-the-confidence-fairy-and-gnome-debunked
http://www.foreignpolicy.com/articles/2013/11/21/rebels_inc?page=full
http://killerapps.foreignpolicy.com/posts/2013/11/21/karzai_pulls_the_rug_on_the_us_again_in_afghanistan
http://www.thestar.com/news/queenspark/2013/11/21/al_gore_praises_kathleen_wynnes_plan_to_outlaw_coalburning_for_electricity.html

http://www.truth-out.org/buzzflash/commentary/item/18327-revolving-door-sham-jp-morgan-cfo-admits-7-billion-of-doj-settlement-is-tax-deductible

http://rabble.ca/news/2013/11/money-rules-only-work-if-you-already-have-it-on-gail-vaz-oxlade%E2%80%99s-neoliberal-crusade

http://truth-out.org/opinion/item/20027-entitlements-and-our-dollar-democracy
http://www.theatlantic.com/politics/archive/2013/11/what-happened-to-immigration-reform/281705/
http://www.foreignpolicy.com/articles/2013/11/21/syria_iran_us_russia_albright_ivanov
http://youtu.be/-e-2iRRrBts
http://therealnews.com/t2/index.php?option=com_content&task=view&id=31&Itemid=74&jumival=11070
http://www.wsws.org/en/articles/2013/11/23/pers-n23.html
http://www.counterpunch.org/2013/11/22/the-battle-of-the-titans/
http://www.counterpunch.org/2013/11/22/theres-always-a-class-war-going-on/
http://truth-out.org/news/item/20217-blocking-nato-to-stop-drones
http://www.democracynow.org/2013/11/22/climate_activists_carbon_trading_a_false
http://thecable.foreignpolicy.com/posts/2013/11/24/deal_reached_to_halt_irans_nuclear_program
http://www.theatlantic.com/international/archive/2013/11/this-is-bigger-than-a-nuclear-deal/281792/
http://truth-out.org/news/item/20223-obama-hails-geneva-accord-as-first-in-decade-to-roll-back-iran%E2%80%99s-nuclear-program
http://therealnews.com/t2/index.php?option=com_content&task=view&id=31&Itemid=74&jumival=11080
http://rabble.ca/columnists/2013/11/there-only-one-progressive-toronto-byelection