Tuesday, September 22, 2026

today was a wash. literally. i've got my heavy acne soap on and it will peel off in a day or two. i guess i'm inside for the next week.

i tend to get hacked at the same time as i get drugged and i don't entirely understand what the purpose of it is but it's consistent. the new mac address - which is a brand new device - is starting to do the same thing as the old one. i'm going to need a couple more of these anyways so i should buy a few and start rotating and see if it makes a difference. i may need to do some kind of mac address spoofing and constantly swap it out.

they seem to be trying to block me from accessing the internet. it's not clear if they intend this to be successful or are trying to be annoying, or what the purpose of that would be, if they were to succeed.

i have a broad understanding of what these people are doing but i find them to be utterly irrational and completely baffling. i consistently don't understand why they're doing it and when i'm able to piece together bits of reasoning it's consistently illogical and incoherent. they don't make the slightest bit of sense to me.

i'm ultimately left to conclude that they're irrational, illogical, incoherent and stupid people. 

the problem i'm having is that is that when i call police or try to present an argument in court, and i try to explain that i don't understand what the point is, i get accused of being the one's that incoherent, as though every criminal is perfectly rational in their behavior, and all criminal acts have clearly rational explanations. the cops want a rational, clearly thought through motive formed by an intelligent, intellectually capable criminal.

the reality is that they're dumb thugs. what they're doing doesn't make any sense because they're idiots and the cops won't build a case around that. it's very frustrating.