i am not queer. i am not l. i am not g. i am not b. i am a heterosexual female that transitioned from being a male. i have no interest in gay people, no interest in queer identity and no interest in queer rights. i have very little respect for gay men, particularly, and think gay male culture is revoltingly disgusting. i do not identify as a string of letters. i'm just a normal, straight woman. i don't want anything to do with the gays, their culture, their lifestyle or their politics. i do not go to gay marches. i do no gay to gay bars. i don't have any gay friends, and i don't want any gay friends. i don't respect gay people very much. i just like to go to concerts.
i did another round of spot cleaning in the morning and succeeded in getting essentially all of the acne off my face and then succeeded in getting most of the knots out of my hair. the idea was to finish washing up after the last unwanted drugging event, to do a couple of remaining things in the garage and the kitchen and then to get in the shower. but i noticed when i was putting items back in their place that some faggot loser had broken in through the side, left a disgusting faggot mess on the floor like the disgusting faggots do because they're disgusting faggots and probably drugged me again on saturday when i was fixing the front door. these idiots are horribly desperate to prove something and horribly pathetic in their refusal to accept basic concepts of agency and free will. if i get the chance, i will slit their worthless faggot gay throats and flush their worthless queer bodies down the toilet.
they're not human beings. they're worthless queer fags. and i'm going to have to end their worthless queer lives. they've left me with no choice.
i'm almost done in the garage. i'm confident i sealed the door up well over the weekend, so i put the insulation in yesterday afternoon and the first layer of cardboard over the ceiling last night. i stopped a little after midnight to get some sleep and will finish cleaning and moving items in there today. the windows are closed and sealed up.
i'm going to have to react to the steroids via reduced caloric consumption for the immediate short term in order to prevent them from working. they won't be effective if i starve myself to prevent them from working. i don't want these garbage male hormones that cause brain damage in retardedly stupid faggot jock men in my body. testosterone causes brain damage and makes people retarded, it's established science. testosterone reduction promotes higher levels of brain development and leads to higher levels of intelligence. the brain damage caused by steroid use is reversible with estrogen therapy.
i may start vomiting up my stomach contents if i notice problems as i work through the remaining food in my pantry.
the only remaining entry point is the side and they're pitiful enough and faggot enough to aggressively break in here so i'm going to have to address that, and i'm going to have to get some cameras set up once i'm sure the inside is secure.
this is going to cause me to lose another couple of days, but it wears off relatively fast, and washes off within a week. i take a lot of estrogen. i will recover. these faggots won't recover - they're dead as soon as i get the chance to slaughter them, and i want to bring the issue to the court as it exists. i want the issue of self defence against aggressive faggots to be tried in court and for the rights of heterosexuals to defend themselves against faggots to be upheld in canadian law.
i have filed dozens of police reports. i have filed claims for civil damages. i have field at the ltb. i cannot get the court to protect my rights. i will need to react in self-defence and i will demand that the court acknowledge it failed to protect me and asserts my right to protect myself against the faggotry and against the drug use.
and i'm warning them. i've warned them verbally. i've told the police i will react violently if they fail to intervene. i'm warning them in writing. i'm not a fucking faggot and i don't want anything to do with their faggot fantasies. if the only way to end this is to kill them, i will gleefully knife their jugulars out and feel no shame or remorse in it. they're consequently going to get slaughtered if they don't stop, and a civilized society needs to uphold my right to do that and in general to protect the rights of heterosexuals to defend themselves from queers using violence, if necessary. there can be no place for this kind of disgusting male faggotry in a civilized society. it's revoltingly gross and unacceptable to straight people in straight culture. and there can be no place for this kind of open drug use. they need to be rounded up and gassed.