From: "jessica murray" <dfhldgdhdlhfdla@gmail.com>
To: sister’s email address
i actually don't think i can handle that.
i know i can come off as a little cold sometimes, and i guess this is one of those situations. i think watching him die is just going to upset me. possibly extremely profoundly. i'd rather be as far away as possible.
i felt i said goodbye on the phone the other day, and i'm at peace with that.
i'm sorry. i just don't think i can handle it.