i took a very long shower this morning and scraped off a large amount of filth, including in my hair, but i'm not done yet, i'm just getting started. there is again some kind of film in my hair that is clearly intended to be volumizing but is just killing it because i don't have that hair type. i then fell asleep around 13:00 and woke up looking very dirty when the shopper's delivery guy came to drop off my estrogen, as a result of the humidity in here and the return to escalating weight loss now that the androgens have worn off again allowing my face to start to decompose, which is what i want, even if the short term outcome is disgusting. there seems to be some kind of mild infection on my cheek as a result of the unwanted androgen injections.

so, i'm going to eat a little early and get back in the shower for the night.

i'm confident that the place is locked down to the extent that getting in here would require going through a floor. i wouldn't put it past them and think they have already done that but it will help me understand where to put the cameras moving forward if i find that. i have no alternative tactic but trial and error. i will probably spend most of the weekend in the shower and hope to be done scraping the filth off by monday.