Wednesday, July 22, 2026

i'm coming up on 25 hours of trying to clear this filth from my system, and i still feel like shit.

i sweat so much that i had to eat a piece of toast early. i'm just drenching out buckets. as mentioned, that's meth, it's an unmistakable and unique symptom. nothing else does that.

it's a good thing that i don't like being on drugs, because these retards are doing everything they can to get me addicted to them. i used to worry about walking up somewhere with a needle on my arm, that somebody decided was their idea of a joke. nowadays, i realize i'd just puke it up and sleep it off.

i legitimately don't like the feeling.

i prefer to be in control, especially when i'm at home.