this is another one of the creepy tracks where i'm exploring mental illness from the perspective of an isolated 15 year-old; the person in the song is dealing with satanic voices that are keying on traumatic childhood taunting and suggesting violent outbursts as a means of self-defense. this has induced a serious level of agoraphobia.
musically, this is one of the tracks that are a bit of a step up. i'm kind of shifting from learning how to use the studio into actually using it.
recorded in november, 1996. remastered on oct 17, 2013.