Sunday, November 8, 2026

that hp had chrome os 94 on it but it doesn't expire until 2029 so it has some updating to do.

here are some pictures of the side entrance:

this is the staircase leading down from the side door. it's a small landing. i will likely only keep a small shoe rack and a small shelf on it. those boxes will get used for this or that, but right now they're blocking the door.


this window can never open because there are marijuana smokers next door. the blackout curtains keep the heat in and the cold out.


right now, these are emptied boxes waiting to move behind the furnace door. i want to get a small couch for here. the lamp was left here. i bought the table as a speaker table years ago.


same, a step back.


the coat rack was on the wall.


i bought the shoe rack. the hat and gloves rack was here when i moved in. i bought that light used in 2017.


the hat and gloves rack was here when i moved in.


this painting was one of several left in the unit by the last tenant. i found most of the paintings to not be so great but i like this style and i'll keep this:


these are boxes for small appliances and other kitchen items. i will put them all in one bigger box, like the fridge box. they're currently sitting on an old tv stand that will eventually be used for vacuum accessories.



this is the furnace door, which is sealed with tape and a chain lock. there's a bag of plastic bags and a bag of the new cloth grocery bags.


this is another painting that is in a style i like and will keep. it's a part of a five part horse painting. i will not keep the other parts.


this apartment is big but it's weirdly designed and there is nowhere for me to put my big coffee table, except here, as overflow for the ghetto hutch spice rack. the blue bin is full of spices. those coffee containers are reusable but i may end up recycling them.


the console table was purchased to house a stereo in the previous apartment and has become overflow for kitchen items, here.



when i moved to windsor, one of the last things i collected was a computer i had lent a friend with a carrying case that got destroyed by her male cat. i couldn't get the smell out and threw it away. when i was staying on windsor ave (the place before this one), i found this bag, which replaces the one i had to throw away. it is hanging on some push pins.


i put the key rack up. it's an adhesive.


my school bag is hanging on the wall via pushpins



i am using the compost program in ontario but i put the compost bag in the freezer. this is the catch thing you're supposed to put in your sink and which is a bug and rat magnet. i'm using it for pill bottles.


my too-big coffee table from the other direction:


the console table from the other direction, and a two tier coffee table that was left here. it's also too big for the front of the couch but is the right size for beside the couch. that lamp was left by the evicted tenant upstairs and i pulled it off the curb.


same, stepped to the side.



i will read on the listening couch. with coffee. that box has small pieces of wood to be used for blocking holes.




the reality is that, from trump's perspective, this is the correct analysis and the right response.

there was no "blue wave". the shifts were in trivial and unimportant demographics like blacks, border hispanics and young men. a lot of it was regression to the mean after the black woman was taken off the ballot. this didn't swing anything. what hurt him was low turnout.

he didn't target his base. he didn't get them enough red meat. they didn't show up to vote.

he could tone it down a little on the gay shit, and bringing in a wrestling guy doesn't help much.

we got closer this morning but ultimately still avoided a light frost.

there's nothing in the long range again until the 20th.

i took a few showers and feel a bit better. i'll need to keep that up this week. laundry's totally done, everything's clean; we've got the heat on in the building, so i put some mesh over the vents.

what's next? 

i need to rebuild many different computer systems, some of them from scratch. not one. not two. many.

i took some pictures for the coffee table book this morning and am directing this chromebook towards a shift to other machines. ultimately, i'm going to end up in the kitchen, redesigning the kitchen machine.

if i can transfer a few tabs from this device to a the studio chromebook, that will help, for now. i have 14 windows open on this device and it's in constant threat of rebooting.

the windows/tabs i'm going to transfer over have to do with the studio chromebook and the listening room pi. 

i've done this before, but let me remind myself.

kitchen chromebook (lenovo thinkpad):
- koc account
- diet blog
- serious blog
- politics blog
- machine often freezes. probably needs clean ram.
- chrome os is very out of date, should consider shifting to linux. research.

pi for listening room:
- pi account 
- music web (online/offline)
- music/cd catalog
- unclear which monitor i'm using. may buy one.

email chromebook (hp chromebook):
- adjunct to typing pc in bedroom
- dtk & kcc accounts
- some blog access but move most blog access out of bedroom

typing pc (bedroom)
- for real word processing, including offline blogging
- system intended to be used to build integrated offline multimedia site

studio chromebook (hp):
- bandcamp
- youtube music sites
- pi access for now

commercial chromebook (dell) 
- for online orders
- amazon
- walmart
- instacart
- etc

other systems:

- vlogging mini pc in entrance
- security camera pc in other entrance
- 16 bit, 32 bit, 64 bit recording pcs
- several broken laptops to fix or replace
- historical computer systems for journal
- sleeping ipad

this is just a shortlist. 

once i get some of the machines properly installed, i can start using them. i currently only really have one chromebook running on my bed with too many tabs and a windows 7 laptop as an alt if the chrome browser isn't working for a site. the kitchen chromebook is running, but it keeps rebooting, and i'm avoiding logging in until i can address the ram issue, early in the new year. setting up the studio laptop and moving the cataloging tabs over to it is overdue, and will have to be good enough until i decide what kind of monitor i want to use. i will probably also do most of the coffee table book on that machine, so i can have the stereo on (my bedroom celestions need new tweeters).

as can be seen, there's a lot to do, still. one thing at a time.

this blog is going to be split up by function. there's going to be a politics blog and a personal journal, in addition to the many other sub blogs. they'll be scattered across the different devices rather than all at this blog. there's also going to be an update blog that will act as an rss feed. i find it difficult to enforce separation when everything's being typed up from the same device. if i use many different devices, separation will be more clear.

that's today - i'm finally setting up a second chromebook and moving the media tabs over to it.

Saturday, November 7, 2026

there's a small percentage of the chronic - rather than transient - homeless population that is stuck and can't get out, but canada has a large and relatively well funded shelter system. if you want out, you can get out.

it's hard for people to acknowledge the basic truth - and you can learn this by simply going to talk to them - that almost the entire chronically homeless population in developed countries like canada and the us are there because they choose to be there. 

in fact, a substantive percentage of them even have jobs. yes - this is basic public information. around 10% of chronic homeless people have jobs. many of them own vehicles and a lot of them have family that they could potentially stay with in the short run. the number of abandoned homeless people with nowhere to go is very small.

i was a few days away from experiencing that last year. i would have legitimately had nowhere to go and had to go through the shelter system, but i had some money put aside and i was able to get everything out to a storage bin and stay in a hotel instead. i'm more than sympathetic to people dealing with short term homelessness, and the point of my argument is that the money is not getting to the short term displaced population, who deserves and can make benefit of the help, but is instead being constantly wasted on the chronic homeless population, which is chronically homeless for a reason.

the reality is that almost 100% of the chronic homeless population does some combination of opiates and methamphetamines and the reason they choose to be homeless is because they'd rather spend their rent money on drugs. that is the simple truth. they make a choice to spend the support money they get on drugs instead of on rent. giving them more money just means they do more drugs. they don't have a disease, they're not unable to control themselves, it's a simple lifestyle decision, and the reality is that polite society needs to acknowledge it as a lifestyle decision and stop living in denial about it.

they are not going to be saved by interventions. no make believe god or any religious services are going to save them. there's no magic pill to give them. there is no cure because there is no disease. there is no solution because there is no problem to solve. they are making a decision as to how they choose to live their lives, and there is no solution to that. it's up to them to make that choice.

the focus of public policy and public money should be to find ways to ensure there are consequences for making those choices, not to bend over backwards to go out of it's way to ensure there aren't consequences for it. when they break the law, they should be sent to jail. the focus of public money and public policy should also be to ensure that the general public doesn't suffer from the externalities that result from homeless addicts choosing to be homeless addicts.

i support the idea of cleaning up the streets. if what the federal government ultimately wants is to get the homeless population off of the street, it needs to get rid of rent as a concept. you can't house addicts through a system of rent payment; they'll always choose to spend the rent money on drugs and live outside instead. however, what they call transitional housing is tied to the idea of "curing" them and then forcing them to pay rent. there is no possibility of this being anything more than a waste of time and money because the whole point is that they'd rather spend money on drugs than rent. that's why they're chronically homeless people in the first place.

i understand that it sounds harsh, but it isn't, and you can go ask these people yourselves. the best thing you can do for them is give them somewhere safe to do their drugs. that's what they want. they don't want therapy (although they might say they do, if they think it will give them more drug money). they don't want your god. and while nobody would turn down free shelter, they aren't going to pay for it. they will spend every cent you give them on drugs, and they'll end up back on the streets every time.

getting them out of the city core and keeping them out of the city core will never be accomplished by building them housing, unless it comes with free rent, and then you're taking away the consequences.

getting them out of the city core and keeping them out means finding a geographic area where they can go and live their lives the way they choose - in tents and on drugs. everybody would be happier and better off if we just accepted it and did it and stopped wasting time and money on pretending you can alter people's autonomous decisions. you can't. it's up to them to work it out and move on or die in a tent trying.

the money should instead be spent on eliminating short-term homelessness caused largely by an incompetent court system staffed by incompetent judges or by acts of god and generally getting more money in the hands of people that need it and that don't do drugs. the problem is the way that the funds are prioritized. you're put on a waiting list and told to wait your turn while the money gets wasted on drug addicts. 

no more.

put the addicts at the bottom of the list, not the top of it.
this is a sad display of human ignorance.

this particular data centre is built to operate on renewable energy. it's a model to applaud, not something to protest against.

vance has literally no popular support from anywhere. they completely parachuted him in.
i actually think that trump ought to fire vance. when you have people like that near the top, it harms broader confidence in the government and breeds cynicism, which is the problem trump is dealing with.
so, let me summarize.

michigan

michigan hasn't elected a republican senator in a long time but this race might have been closer. el-sayed ran about 5 points behind the governor, who won by a much larger margin. it indicates he was less popular than the governor. concerns about the viability of his candidacy were legitimate, but they were offset by low turnout amongst white republicans. the former congressman justin amash is on record criticizing mike rogers for not being very conservative, and suggesting el-sayed was a more conservative candidate. ads with tucker carlson were contemptible and they didn't swing anybody but they might have contributed to voter suppression. el sayed is highly vulnerable for the next cycle, and i'd like to see him primaried and thrown out of congress asap.

kansas

IF YOU DON'T VOTE FOR ME YOU'RE ALL GOING TO HELL.

danzig? rollins?

mr garrison?

no, it's adam hamilton, the new democratic party senator from kansas! i hope that's his next campaign slogan, and i'd love to see the ads for it.

the democrats ran a more republican candidate and it worked, but it was still more suppression than swing. i suspect the democrats will never get rid of this guy and that he'll be a pain in the ass for years.

texas

the republican candidate was attacked for adultery and the democratic candidate ran as the baby jesus. i didn't imagine that would matter, but i guess i forgot it was texas. it didn't hurt clinton next door in arkansas. the absence of a woman on the ballot also made it easier for hispanic catholics to vote for the democrats. regardless, the factor that flipped the seat in favour of baby j was low turnout for republicans, who chose not to vote for this cirque-de-soleil of a ticket. there was also a nasty storm. he's going to run for governor or something very soon (when his numbers instantly cave) and he'll be replaced by a republican.

ohio

i may have to give sherrod brown a little bit of credit, for handing jon husted his ass to him, and not commenting on it in the process. that can't have helped boost evangelical turnout. this was the only seat i thought might flip and it was maybe the closest.

iowa

i've looked at iowa closely and the results make less sense. ashley hinson should have won iowa, even with everything else going against her. the democrats did not run a strong candidate against her, like they did in kansas, nor did she identify herself as a bad candidate except in the opposite sense. i suspect that hinson misread the electorate and in the process exposed herself as a phony. ashley hinson really doesn't come off as the hard right republican that she ran as, until she decided to backtrack and admit she's not that candidate at all but a bipartisan and a moderate. she undercut her own argument and you can't unsee it when she did, because everything she said instantly becomes cynical and politicking, and it becomes intuitive that she was gaslighting voters and would again. she pretended to be the maga conservative until she decided it wasn't going to work and then swiftly became the democrat in disguise instead and the makeover was jarring in it's suddenness. it just made her look fake to the core. in kansas and texas, the democrats won because they ran more conservative candidates. in iowa, the republicans lost because the candidate they ran wasn't conservative enough. it was again due to low turnout and not to high swings. the democratic senator that was elected is a gross loser and i hope he gets primaried. this seat is highly vulnerable.

maine

i'd like to congratulate maine on electing it's first republican senator since 1997.

south carolina

in some electoral districts, they'll vote for the wife of a deceased politician and that will be ok. not in south carolina. nope. in south carolina, you earn your own keep, or they take you out behind the shed. this is a fluke result and it won't hold up.
donald trump has run for president three times. he beat two women and lost against a man.

and he's the one attacking "men" for playing women's sports, by claiming it's unfair?

it seems like trump does a lot more poorly when you take the women out of the equation and run him against men.
do we have any numbers yet?

turnout (as a percentage of voter registration):

2018: 79%
2022: 69%
2026: 63%

that's straight down.

some news reports might claim turnout was up or even that it was some kind of record. this has to do with total number of votes. you would expect the number of votes to constantly go up because population is constantly increasing. every election should have record turnout, if calculated via total votes, due to constant growth. 

but the percentage of the population that votes has been steadily falling since 2016.

evangelicals as a percentage of total votes:

2022: 24%
2024: 23%
2026: 17%

that's pretty hefty.

percentage of evangelicals that voted republican:

2022: 83%
2024: 84%
2026: 82%

there was no swing but there was a hefty abstention.

trump approval rating amongst evangelicals

after 2024 election: 78%
before 2026 election: 58%

so, it's easy enough to see what happened.

other demographics like blacks voted in higher numbers and percentages, but that wasn't what created the results. that is a false narrative. the results were the result of low turnout in key white demographics.

none of the polling projected that, it just suggested that democrats had high enthusiasm.
i'm sorry, but i don't really know who eminem is. i have a vague perception that he was some kind of boy band singer in the 90s, like the backstreet boys, or justin bieber, or something. but i've never heard any of his records, i don't know any of his songs and i wouldn't be able to identify a picture of him that wasn't labelled as "eminem".

i don't, broadly have very much interest in pop music forms, i'm not very interested in Manliness Culture and i don't have much interest in black culture.

i suspect i would be critical or dismissive of his music because it's probably macho and dumb (from what i can gather), but i really consequently don't have much to say about him, because i don't know anything about him.

i own a couple of white stripes records and i know who the mc5 were (although i don't own any records). that's closer to where my head and heart are in terms of detroit culture.

i have a fair amount of music from chicago in my collection, but i wouldn't identify detroit as an important musical centre, in terms of music i like. i was at one point looking for punk drummers in detroit and i walked away largely disappointed. the best one i found ended up in jail, i'm told (i don't know why).
immigration is a different kind of political issue in the united states than it is in europe. you will never get the kind of opposition to immigration in the united states that you can get in europe.

europe is a liberal and secular society. most of the united states is not; it's really still pretty backwards, trapped in the 19th century and very conservative, rural and religious. the bible belt is on par with some backwards arab country in terms of religiosity. there are pockets of canada like alberta that are also very backwards and conservative, but canada is broadly more secular and more european than the united states.

the reason that "right-wing" european leaders can effectively run against muslim immigration is that it is absolutely correct that an influx of religious migrants threatens the secular composition of the culture. when your society goes from 80% atheist to 15% muslim over the course of a few decades, it has a gigantic effect on the way that people live their lives. indigenous europeans have every right to reject being colonized by religious middle easterners - and they have repeatedly periodically rejected these incursions over thousands of years, whether the incursions have been from carthaginians, from christians or from muslims. europe successfully decolonized itself from christianity after winning a 1000 year civil war against christian colonialism. it has good reason to be suspicious about muslim immigration, and the ruling class has good reason to want to bring muslims in to replace the defeated christians with.

conversely, the united states is a very conservative society that is not very secular at all and doesn't generate the same opposition to religious immigration that europe's secularist society does. the united states has issues with race relations, but opposition to immigration in the united states isn't about race; muslims and mexicans are mostly white. in the united states, there is no serious concept of secularism in government (jeffersonian "secularism" is a joke) and secularists have never been more than a tiny, insignificant minority. rather, the united states is culturally christian and extremely conservative in it's culturally christian reality. muslim immigration doesn't pose the same kind of threat to the conservative christian culture in the united states that it does to the liberal and socialist secularist culture in europe (they're basically the same!), and muslim immigration consequently doesn't generate the same kind of self-preservation reaction in the united states that it does in europe. if muslims took over the united states from the christians, not much would change in a lot of places; if islam conquered europe, the society and culture would be utterly destroyed very quickly.

rather, opposition to immigration in the united states is almost entirely about economics. lower income people don't want their wages undercut, or the rents to go up. they're right to be concerned about this. nowadays, this narrative comes from people that call themselves conservatives, but the narrative is socialist in origin. it's a correct economic argument, but you don't hear it in france and germany. nobody is angry about muslims stealing jobs in france, they're concerned about and upset about laicite being infringed upon, and the golden principle of state secularism being compromised on to uphold some anachronistic views from the dark ages that are, in truth, kind of american in composition. the latter is a much more powerful political force.

you're consequently not going to get the same kind of opposition to muslim immigration in the united states that you're seeing in europe because the united states is a conservative and not very secular society. large scale muslim immigration just doesn't pose the same cultural threat to american christianity that it does to european secularism. muslim migrants in north america tend to actually be a little better educated and less likely to work under the table, depress wages or steal anybody's source of labour.

trump and his cronies are missing the point if they think they can import opposition to immigration from europe to the us and if they try to do it they might just dig themselves deeper into a hole with the evangelicals that are abandoning them, and siding with the muslims, on interfaith grounds. the evangelicals may correctly look at trump and look at the muslims and decide they have more in common with the muslims and would rather invite the muslims in than try to keep them out. it's secularists that should be frightened by this developing potential alliance between christian conservatism and muslim immigration in the united states, not the dominant conservative culture in the country, which could see itself replenished with fresh recruits. 

so, is trump going to run as a socialist, then, and make the opposition to immigration about economics? well, he should call pierre polievre about that.

there's some possibility that trump may find himself consumed in the issues that the next cycle will have to work out rather than the issues in front of him right now. he is not running in the next election cycle. he should focus on finishing his term, instead.
there was a trivial swing in hispanic voters in the very south of texas (a traditional democratic area), who voted against kamala harris because they're bigoted catholics. they did not win trump the election in 2024 and they didn't win talarico the seat in 2026. it's a small, insignificant group of voters at the ass end of the country with backwards, catholic values systems that nobody should give the slightest fuck about.

in fact, it's probably not really about immigration. in this very small, isolated and alienated area, this was probably a vote for talarico because he has christian values (and isn't a black woman. the woman part is key. this region doesn't vote for women). historically, this region is extremely catholic and that's what they vote for - catholic values. they don't support secularism, they don't support liberalism, they don't support women, they continually support brutal immigration crack downs and they are not voters i would want to be in solidarity with, as a socialist.

the liberal media narrative is constantly grasping at straws. they can't find the data to suggest that the election had anything to do with immigration (except, perhaps, some data suggesting that republicans didn't see it as a replacement issue for abortion, in the end, and that it didn't get the vote out) so they just make it up.

the republicans could not get white, evangelical men out to vote for them at the levels that they did before abortion was overturned by the courts. there is a trend in this direction and it's been the cause of weakening republican results for the last several cycles.

opposition to ice may have galvanized democratic support in very blue districts, but there is no other area in the country besides a handful of counties in very south texas that flipped, and it was probably not even about immigration at all, but just a show of support for the more christian candidate, who was the democrat.

american voters would frustrate marx. but they are what they is, and they vote on social issues, dominantly, and that does make more sense in this context in real terms. neither the house nor the senate is going to do anything to cut the cost of living, and ice policy is at the executive level.

south texans angry about immigration policy - which are not going to be very many. hispanic texans generally support pretty brutal immigration policies. nobody sees their wages undercut by illegal immigrants more than texas hispanics. the illegals can't vote. - understand that they will need to wait for the next presidential cycle to cast a vote that can actually matter, in terms of affecting policy.
good.

canada should have a complete boycott on iran in place. that we don't is embarrassing and shameful.

Friday, November 6, 2026

trump didn't win in 2016 because he was more conservative, he won because he was the most moderate candidate. he was wayyyy to the left of rubio or cruz, who were the right-wing crazies on the ballot.

it's possible that if evangelicals get bored with politics in a post-abortion era that the republicans might actually get a lot more liberal and you might see a flip back to liberal republicanism. support for small-c values like limited government and free trade might make a come back. or, the evangelicals might regroup and find something else to run on.

such a party would initially be at a numerical disadvantage against the democrats, but if the evangelicals go away then that's what's left and that's what will win and the spectrum will have to adjust.

it will be up to republican primary voters - which i am certainly not - to determine this.
i don't think that jd vance is likely to win a republican primary. he's not very representative of the republican party base. he primarily represents key voices in the tech industry. he's an appointment-level bureaucrat, he's not a populist politician.

rubio is a more likely candidate, but his file is going to hurt him, and he should probably consider taking a break to refocus.

the next republican president will likely not be in the current administration. that next person will need to figure out a new post reagan coalition vote driver, in a united states that no longer has abortion as a federal issue. this is going to necessarily dramatically change the composition of the republican coalition. exactly how that falls into place is not entirely predictable. they'll need to run the primaries to figure that out.

it's relatively likely that the democrats will win the presidency in 2028.
do i think that the epstein mess helped depress republican turnout? 

i haven't seen direct data. i've seen direct polling on the absence of abortion on the ballot leading to low republican enthusiasm.

however, it fits the pattern better than cost of living issues, and i'm willing to suggest it probably did. the counter-argument is that trump really wasn't on the ballot and, in theory, and also in practice in the united states' electoral system, the election was not a referendum on donald trump. 

the results in texas, south carolina and kansas have to be primarily about the candidates. texas and south carolina ran very weak candidates, relative to republican values. in kansas, the democratic candidate, who thinks everybody is going to hell, had very strong appeal to conservative voters. 

further, the democratic candidate in maine was more like a republican than the republican candidate, who was essentially a democrat. sherrod brown in ohio was a very strong candidate, as well.

but as the issue that swung the election was low republican turnout, anything that fed into low enthusiasm is a defendable factor, even if i would stress focusing on local rather than national factors. when i point to abortion not being on the ballot depressing republican turnout, it has to be understood locally in a place like iowa, in contrast to a place like new york.

there was also a very bad storm in the midwest on tuesday. floods.

the governor in texas was apparently very unpopular amongst republican voters, as well.

i want to reiterate how unlikely the outcome was and how unsupported by the limited polling data that it was. a number of factors have to align very carefully to get republican turnout to cave like this. even in the absence of a vote driver, republican voters would have to see candidates in key races very poorly to have a result like this, where democrats do better in texas and kansas than they do in michigan or ohio.
i don't think that immigration can replace abortion as a vote driver. it might be his best try.

he's right - he needs something to whip his base up. he may have no real future except dying of old age (or cancer), but his party is fucked if he can't get a vote driver.

trump wants to do everything himself. his capacity is not always high, but it's like him to not want to leave this to the next person. however, he's really going to have to leave this to the next person, who is going to have to rebuild, and to figure it out.

next five cds are...

antonio carlos jobim - stone flower (1970) 
billy cobham - spectrum (1973)
claude debussy - la mer / nocturnes (1905/1900)
do make say think - winter hymn secret hymn country hymn (2003)  
gustav holst - the planets / ralph vaughn williams - tallis fantasia (1918/1919)  
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i mother earth - scenery and fish (1996)
man or astroman? - experiment zero (1996)
mike oldfield - ommadawn (1975)  
ministry - the mind is a terrible thing to taste (1989)
my blood valentine - loveless (1991)
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pelican - city of echoes (2007)
pink floyd - the piper at the gates of dawn (1967)  
pink floyd - atom heart mother (1970)
pink floyd - meddle (1972)
plateau - iceolator (2002) <---- current start point
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sister machine gun - metropolis (1997)
skinny puppy - cleanse, fold and manipulate (1987)
sonic youth - sister (1987)
spiral beach - ball (2007) <---current end point
ssris - effeminate godzilla-sized windchimes (2010)
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swans - omniscience (1992)
talking heads - remain in light (1980)
the black heart procession - 2 (1999)
the chicago underground - flamethrower (2000)
the cure - disintegration (1989)
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the grassy knoll - III (1998)
the mars volta - tremulant (2002)
the mars volta - deloused in the comatorium (2003)
the mars volta - frances the mute (2005)
the mars volta - amputechture (2006)
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the offspring - ignition (1992)
the smashing pumpkins - gish (1991)
the smashing pumpkins - lull cd ep (1991)
the smashing pumpkins - cherub rock cd single (1993)
the smashing pumpkins - pisces iscariot (1994)


those are just the first ten 15 20 25 30 35 cds out of the boxes. i'll be updating in groups of five as they come out and onto the shelves (i have a five disc cd/dvd player in the listening room).

(skipping for now, will come back)

blogger music lists for existing cds (rebuilds):
discogs list (first 100 of many more to come): https://drive.google.com/file/d/1nNhi2Z4vRr0hEP5OiK-6xxZP1G_b9OBW/view

the music web - starting with miles davis - is going to have a new page at the deathtokoalas blog. the point is that i want to use the timeline feature so it's likely to lose the scrolling aspect. or i might design a new blog for it. 
i actually didn't get into the shower on thursday morning but i did get in this morning, for round one. and i am done in here. so, the shift is going to be towards typing for the rest of the...

winter?

well, it's still summer, here. we've barely seen any fall weather, let alone any winter weather.

i'm going to want to do the following:

- design or redesign several laptop systems - the kitchen system, the studio laptop system, the apartment's network infrastructure, the typing system (and getting the writing projects started) and the listening room system
- catch up on the cd cataloging and book cataloging
- the coffee table book, including taking and uploading lots of pictures in here
- and also transferring cash into the rdsp and maybe moving some money around in it. i've been waiting out a few things first.

i could restart the reading project very soon, but i want to have things set up closer to the stereo so i can listen to music in there while i'm doing it.
the general philosophy of the budget is to provide tax credits for things that should receive direct funding instead. in some cases, this may be a way to avoid actually spending money (such as tax credits instead of grants for arts funding). in other cases, it's a way to push start up costs to the private sector instead of the public sector, which doesn't make sense when interest rates are going up. the result is that initiatives that ought to be funded with deficit spending simply won't happen at all. 

this is the same error that biden made in his supposed clean energy bill. it's been a few years. how did that work out? not very well - almost nothing actually got built, because the government was trying to spur private sector investment by offering tax cuts on it instead of providing for direct government investment. i made that criticism of it upfront.

normally, when an approach utterly fails, you don't see it emulated a few years later. this government seems to have learned nothing by the failure of biden's climate bills and is just reproducing them verbatim.

.....unless that's the point, which would be the case if the tax exemptions are really about tax scams (that is, institutions and other actors claiming tax credits without justification, in order to evade paying taxes). this would make some sense if that's how biden's climate bills were actually used, and the idea got pushed down to carney from his friends at big american institutions.

the result is a budget that's actually written to give investors excuses to evade paying taxes, in order to bankrupt the country, and to announce fake infrastructure funding in order to inflate stock prices. 

i've made similar observations about carney in the past. it seems to be the direction of this government - much of what they publish is basically bullshit, and it's all written to allow for international bankers to exploit loopholes in the laws and suck money out of the country.
the budget does have some tax credits that should have been announced instead of counter-tariffs, and that are overdue to respond to some of the self-inflicted damage that the counter-tariffs caused to our own productivity. 

one example is the tax credit on capital investment. the counter-tariffs were heavily geared at taxing capital investment, which was bafflingly stupid. now, they're offering tax credits to offset the taxes in the counter-tariffs. what is that going to cost in terms of bureaucracy to administer?

i would rather see them cancel the counter-tariffs and just go strictly with the budget items. but i can't criticize that. it's really necessary after pushing through the counter tariffs.

if they're going to spend money on infrastructure, i would have liked to see more money for the following:

- hydro-electric dams
- research & development at the university level
- direct funding for climate resilience

almost all "innovation" results from government spending at public universities. the private sector makes essentially no contribution to "innovation". carney's been rambling about this since day one, but there's no money for r&d in the budget. you don't get "innovation" without government funding and it's not there.

further, we need to generate more clean electricity in canada and the best way to do it is to build more dams. this is absent from the budget.

canada is also already dealing with the consequences of climate change. one example is forest fires. the depth of the recent king tide should wake some people up as to what's coming. and we're heading into december in southern ontario without a first frost.

there needs to be money available to deal with these issues in terms of building public infrastructure. it's not there.

i'm not concerned about gas prices and am opposed to temporarily removing the gas tax. everything else aside, money raised by temporary boosts in the price of oil should be responsibly invested into infrastructure for climate resilience. that isn't being done.

i don't support money for stupid things like hockey rinks, but it's a trivial amount in the federal budget.
there is a $45000 tax exemption in the budget for sales of original works. this does not help struggling artists, it's just a hand out to the wealthy. there is no money in federal arts grants. 

i would call on wealthy canadian artists to donate any tax exemptions they gain in the budget to artists that need grants in order to exist.
there's something severely wrong with the culture of a society that will spend $100 billion on weapons and less than $10 billion on housing.

this is a foolish waste of tax money.

there's never enough money budgeted for the poor people that actually deserve it - the physically and mentally disabled, families dealing with retarded children, people displaced by fires or other disasters, people fleeing abuse or dealing with unplanned pregnancies, etc.

instead, the money gets budgeted for the crackheads. at every level of government. at every budget.

and for all of the billions or trillions flushed down the toilet on a problem that will never be solved, governments have nothing of value to show for it. the crackheads keep multiplying. it's a giant sucking sound to nowhere.

liberals need to stop looking at the issue as though addiction is caused by mental health problems and can be solved with more funding. drug addiction is a choice, it's not an illness. it doesn't have a cure. it doesn't have a solution.

i want to see this money rebudgeted to people that deserve the handout and i want to see governments at every level completely cut the crackheads off. i don't want to see another dime of public money at any level spent on helping drug addicts in any way at all.

i would, instead, support passing a bill that allows police to collect drug addicts as vagrants and drive them out of residential communities and commercial areas to designated, isolated regions, instead. municipalities would be able to designate regions as crackhead zones, where they can do their drugs in their tents, until they overdose. when they do, good riddance.

all of the billions of dollars spent on the failed approaches to solving drug addiction over the last several decades might have instead been spent on valuable public infrastructure. while this cannot be recovered, we can put an end to it today.

no more public funds for addicts.

not a fucking red cent.
spending money on trying to help crackheads is wasteful, stupid and pointless. you'd might as well just print the money into bundles, and light it up in a giant bonfire. it will accomplish nothing.

you can't solve drug addiction.

stop trying. it's a waste of time, a waste of resources and a waste of money.

just give up and leave them alone. and tell them to get the fuck out of your way when you see them on the street.
there's people out there that deserve funding help.

crackheads don't deserve anything except a kick in the face and to be spat upon when you walk by them on the street.
i strongly oppose wasting resources on these losers. the therapy doesn't work. 

you can't solve this problem, so stop wasting time on it.

just give up.

100% of this money should be spent on people that deserve it, like disability recipients or people dealing with autistic children. no further tax money should be wasted on trying to help stupid crackhead losers.

just bulldoze them into the ditch and let them die on the street. i'm tired of society wasting valuable resources on losers.
we should just introduce a crackhead tax.

a 5% tax on all consumption will go towards raising money for crackheads.
the canadian budget is a giant handout for rich movie stars and homeless losers. 

ugh.

we have serous problems in this country, and these are not those problems. this is very disappointing.
the type of voter that the republicans lost was not working class stiffs, it was upper middle class evangelicals. in fact, they don't seem to have done particularly poorly with lower income voters that would be more affected by "cost of living" concerns - or at least not worse than normal. these are typically democratic voters in the first place. there could not have been a big swing in this demographic to the democrats because the democrats already dominated it. but if the election was about gas, rent and groceries, trump would have lost voters at the bottom of the income spectrum. the fact that he actually lost voters in the middle to the top suggests it was probably more about social issues, like abortion.

concluding that iran cost the republicans the election is consequently the wrong lesson and it won't help the republicans rebuild their base, which is suffering from the absence of a ballot issue. if they want to come back, they need to find a way to get evangelicals out to vote, or they need to focus on swinging a different demographic.

there is no lesson in these results for the liberals in canada, but the conservatives may want to take note of the importance of continuing to string their base along on issues like abortion, because the alternative is losing them and becoming uncompetitive.

it's an open question whether the republicans can rebuild the reagan coalition in the next two years. if they can't, they may have a hard time generating voters.

Thursday, November 5, 2026

the democrats have enough seats that they could try to govern and try to override vetos or even make a deal with the president (how about trump try making a deal with his own fucking congress?) but they're not going to. they're going to waste the next two years orchestrating a soap opera, because they never had any intent of introducing any legislation on anything that they ran on.

moving forward, i will call the soap opera level enstupidification brought on by the dumb and dumber congress by the title as the world burns.
"that's socialism!"

i think a better term is cultural marxism. it's not really socialism, exactly.
i don't watch women's sports either and i'm not sure i could name you five current male athletes either. in fact, i'm certain i couldn't name you five current male athletes, and i would name a lot of retired hockey players if i tried.

encouraging co-ed children's sports to the point of banning gender segregation - and using brown v board as a model - would be good for both young girls and young boys, as it would teach them to see each other as equals rather than place each other in a fraudulent hierarchy. i think it's healthy and positive and progressive to place boys and girls in situations where they compete against each other and both win and lose and also where they cooperate with each other in ways that aren't gender segregated. i remember the boys v girls soccer games when i was a kid and that should not be allowed, by law. integration should be enforced by federal law. segregation should be prohibited by federal law.

it teaches boys that it's not shameful to lose against a girl and it teaches girls that they can beat the boys if they try. both of these things undo the remnant christian cultural programming which is proving very stubborn and hard to abolish. 

it also teaches both boys and girls to work together in ways that transcend gender segregation, by building alliances with the opposite gender to defeat members of their own gender. this undoes the damaging gender war mentality constantly enforced by the culture and media.

that's an ideal, it's equality, and recent regressive policies are showing that it's going to be necessary to enforce that kind of equality through aggressive brown v board style mixing because the culture is too ignorant and too stupid to get there on it's own.
transfemale athletes are the only athletes in the world that don't take testosterone injections and want lower testosterone as a rule.
i think there's something to this:

it's an idea i would associate more with toxic masculinity than with gender equality. it fundamentally enforces a false gender hierarchy, and relies on a rejection of gender equality. if you accept gender equality, it should largely be a non-issue, so long as basic doping rules are enforced. 

i mean, ciswomen athletes have to be constantly tested to stop them from injecting themselves with testosterone. the same testosterone ranges and limits should apply to transwomen.

so long as you enforce the same rules, it shouldn't matter what sex you're born into. suggesting otherwise is ignorance.

but we know that americans are ignorant. and we know they're misogynist, too.
there are more concrete issues at play, as well.

some sports have change rooms, for example. i can tell you that i don't think i have some inherent right to barge into a female change room, but i don't think that's the same thing as participating in the competitive sport. i'm very cognizant of this concern and want to ensure i'm welcome in any space i try to enter.

the flip side of this is that i was the 11 year old kid that the girls dragged into the female washroom. to hang out. the teachers had to yell at the girls in my class to stop physically pulling me into the female bathroom. i wasn't just welcome in there, i was invited. 

and this is a difference that needs to be respected. we're used to having rights in our society and trans people do need to have some rights. however, being trans is, in some ways, more of a privilege than a right, and in a lot of ways the reality is that being trans means understanding it as a privilege that necessitates invitation, rather than a right to be enforced. 

trans kids shouldn't have to say "but i have the right", when they're excluded. rather, they should understand that they need to get invited. and, in most cases, they will get invited when they're trans. if they're not invited, there's usually reasons for that.

but these are decisions to be made by their peers, not by their parents. the thing that bothers me is when the parents try to step in to "protect" the kids, when the kids aren't asking for protection. that's a symptom of helicopter parenting past the age where it's needed. you need to let your daughters figure this out themselves, and they'll tell you who the girls are, who the cute boys are and who the opportunistic creeps are. the opportunistic creeps, to the extent that they exist, can't be told they have rights. but the girls are the best way to identify them, not your congressperson.

they're not going to really listen to you anyways, so it's up to you to do it the easy way or the hard way. it's easier to listen to your daughters and respect what they say than to try to force your values on them and get rejected.

some sports are very physical, like wrestling. pre-op transwomen participating in wrestling are always going to generate a set of awkward concerns. it's maybe the only sport where i'd support screening for physical sex as relevant.
is this fair? comparing women-only sports to white-only sports?

if the argument is about competition, then it is. it's the same argument, and no better one way or the other.

if the argument is about individuality, it's something else, and hence it may be more helpful to be more honest about what the actual issue is, which is not about competing but about wanting to be different.
what was the name of that movie about women playing baseball?

a league of their own

why? because women want to be different. it's an inherent characteristic of being a woman.

we don't raise boys like that, we raise them to fit in and tell them they're all the same.

could you imagine a movie about white athletes called a league of their own? 
i'm not a sports fan. i think competition is barbarism and sports don't belong in the schools. parents that want their kids to play sports should pay out of pocket to have them play in private sector leagues, after school. it should be against the law to remove your kids from class to compete in sports games.

i did not play sports in high school. i didn't even take phys ed as a class.

for that reason, i am not particularly interested in either side of the trans sports debate. i don't actually really care. however, to the extent that the issue exists and lingers to exist, it should be determined by science and not by prejudice or be driven by ignorance. there is a broad cultural problem in the united states that is worst amongst genetic women, exists in both parties and leads people to ignorant positions about trans people. in the recent weeks and months, many democrats made a lot of ignorant statements about transgendered women in sports.

the science really doesn't support the idea of gender as a segregating factor in sports in the first place. gender is sometimes correlated to more important factors, like weight or height. when you control for these more important factors, gender has no predictive advantage in determining competitive outcomes. for example, in swimming, the dominant factor is height. men are often taller than women (which is itself not genetic, but tied to nutrition in childhood). when you control for height, gender provides for no advantage in swimming competitiveness.

conversely, when you control for gender, height presents itself as an unfair advantage. should women over a certain height be banned from competing?

gender is an arbitrary metric that isn't the most important factor. that it has been made an important factor is mostly the result of ignorance, but also the result of snowflake culture. ciswomen like to think they're special. it's a broader problem.

it may consequently be more helpful to abolish gender as a category in swimming competitions and instead move to co-ed competitions that have different pools based on height. the tallest pools may be mostly men, but also include taller women that easily defeat the shorter women and face stiffer competition from men. the shortest pools may be mostly women and include some shorter men that couldn't compete with the tall ones. the middle heights would be co-ed and mixed.

if you want to follow the science, that's what it would tell you - that gender is not an advantage in swimming, it's irrelevant, and you should split people up by a more relevant characteristic, specifically height.

other sports would have weight as a more defining characteristic.

when it comes to high school kids who have barely gone through puberty, or gone through it at all, and who don't do specialized training, it's not clear what the point is at all. all high school aged sports leagues should be entirely, completely co-ed. there's no scientific basis for concluding 14 year old boys are stronger or faster than 14 year old girls and the data wouldn't uphold it. in fact, because girls tend to go through puberty at a younger age, they may actually have a limited competitive advantage in some sports, like short distance running.

the argument that cisgirls can't compete against transgirls isn't just ignorantly anti-trans, it's ignorantly misogynist, too. it's not based in science. it's not based in data. the types of skinny, unmasculine, pre-pubescent transgirls we're talking about are going to, on average, get their asses kicked by mature girls that went through puberty young. the science suggests the transgirls should be at a competitive disadvantage, pre-puberty.

that being said, transgendered athletes should be tested for drugs like any other. the only science based considerations have to do with testosterone levels. young boys and young girls should have comparable testosterone levels, until the boys get to puberty. the boys don't have a competitive advantage if they have comparable testosterone levels. but the trans kids should be on blockers to identify as trans kids.

i would not oppose testing trans kids for testosterone and estrogen levels. that's science, that's important, that matters - to an extent, in limited contexts. if a kid claims to be transfemale, they can't have off the charts testosterone levels. that is fair. but the sex organs don't matter.

definitions of gender in competitive sports when they matter (which is not often) should be hormone dependent and not sex dependent.

the girls category in high school sports is mostly not maintained for competitive reasons. the truth is that it's largely an anachronism from the days of girls-only and boys-only schools. we don't have black and white sports teams anymore, but we used to when we had black and white schools. are black people better at sports than white people? should we have whites-only leagues so the blacks don't outcompete the whites? the argument that boys are better at sports is really not any less dumb than the idea that blacks are better at sports than whites. it has some limited truth, but it's due to unrelated factors being correlated with race/gender rather than race/gender themselves. those independent factors should be decoupled from the inherent qualities to get to better defined competitive categories.

but, girls like being snowflakes. they like being special and different. that's how we raise girls, and it's what this is really about, not competitive fairness, which is just blatant misogyny. it's bizarre to hear so many young ciswomen stand up and loudly state they can't compete with men. in my day, those girls would get laughed out of the room. nowadays, they are told they are snowflakes, and have that inverted misogyny reinforced by the dominant culture, which wants them to be the weaker sex.

in fact, it's often the parents that say that, not the kids. right? their little princess will always be a special snowflake, to them. but that can't be public policy. 

so, what i would support is :

(1) no public funding for school sports. it should be strictly private sector and only after school.
(2) it should be illegal to take boys or girls out of class for sports.
(3) children's sports leagues should be 100% co-ed (pre-puberty). gender segregation in sports should be against the law. i played co-ed soccer when i was a young kid. the girls weren't at a competitive disadvantage, and they would have punched you in the face if you said they were.
(4) adolescent and adult sports leagues should base their segregated categories on measurably relevant categories like height and weight and not on irrelevances like birth sex. depending on the context, it may be relevant to screen for testosterone levels, but not for chromosomes or sex organs. 
(5) to the extent that gender sometimes needs to be defined in a sports context, it should be defined by hormone ranges and not by genetics or birth sex.
sherrod brown is the furthest left candidate in the group, and he used to be seen as right-wing, back when the democrats weren't a conservative party.
if you liked joe manchin, you'll love adam hamilton and you'll fall head over heels for james talarico.

and there's not one of them. or two of them.

there's, by my count, six of these new hard-right "blue dogs" in the democratic senate caucus that are so right-wing that joe manchin looks centrist in comparison.

it's a disaster for secularism in the united states. for now.
while canada has a constitutional right to free speech, our constitution has a clause that allows for it's suspension under the application of something called an oakes test. the canadian law in question is not restricted by the charter right to free speech in canada, but is explicitly intended to apply to political activity. 

promoting hatred against identifiable groups is only prohibited when it is (1) done in public (it doesn't apply to private communication, which is free speech) and (2) has a potential to lead to real foreseeable harm. standing on an empty stage and calling for the final solution isn't going to get you prosecuted. the prohibition against targeting identifiable groups is only intended to apply to actors with a real audience, that have a real possibility of taking power and that have the means to seriously apply real harm. further, that harm needs to be imminent and real.

all of these factors apply to the campaign in question, and to the candidate's reaction to very real terrorist attacks targeting the jewish community in michigan. it wouldn't be a slam dunk case, but el-sayed's campaign is legitimately exactly what the law was written to address and prohibit and, depending on the judge, it might have resulted in conviction and jail time.
further, the attempt to replace abortion as a federal issue with attacks on trans people was clearly a massive failure. there's some glimmer of hope in that realization.

it was obvious, or should have been obvious, that you weren't going to mobilize a fraction of the same number of people on restricting trans rights that you were going to on ending abortion. it's not the same kind of issue and the perception that it might have been shows how distant the republican administration is from the republican voting base. abortion was a major issue in the republican party and has since become a dominant issue in the democratic party. you can work up 1-2% of voters on trans issues, but they're mostly right-wing feminists. you're going to alienate more people running attacks on trans people. trans people aren't baby-killers. you can still get people to vote against abortion. religious people don't tend to hate the trans people the same way they hate the gays, because there is no clear restriction on being trans in any religious text. it's just not comparable as a get the vote out type issue.

anti-semitism, however, might be a replacement for anti-abortion, if the republicans decide to go down that path. jews were the original baby killers. og.

in canada, there's actually a law against targeting groups the way that the ad in question does. el sayed might have very seriously gone to jail if he ran that ad here. the seriousness of the situation needs to be understood. it's not trivial.
is donald trump aligned with the conservative movement's position on abortion access?

i don't think he is.

i don't think he's particularly invested, but he probably leans towards being pro-choice. he seems to think it's up to the states to decide. 

well, ok. but that position - removing abortion as a federal issue - instantly alienates a third or more of his party's base, which votes republican strictly on restricting abortion. if that's no longer a federal political issue at all, these voters may no longer be interested in voting for the republican party at the federal level. in fact, they may not be interested in voting at all. they may join the ranks of the apolitical, which is largely where they were before roe v wade. or they may focus strictly on state level politics, instead.

this should be a major victory for secularism in the long run, but it had the opposite effect during this particular cycle. the democrats ran very conservative candidates in an attempt to outstupid the republicans and they didn't succeed in swinging any votes from them at all. they won, but almost in spite of their conservative stupidity, rather than because of it. instead of voting for the democrats, republicans didn't vote at all.

there's consequently reason to have hope that the outstupiding competition, that the dumb and dumber congress, may be shortlived, if democrats (or republicans) clue in and make a stronger play for secular voters. 

if the religious right keeps losing control of the republicans, and the democrats remain insistent on trying to outstupid them by running on their right as some kind of purer religious group or something, it will open up a hole on the secular left for the republicans to walk through.

and i'll just say that i'd like to see these newly elected conservative and religious democrats lose, lose soon and lose big.
the kinds of anti-semitic ads that were run in the michigan primary are not acceptable and cannot be tolerated by democratic leadership. even if trump forgets about it within a few hours, the magnitude of the threat of tolerating this kind of thing for the possibility of winning a few votes should be clear enough. there needs to be clear consequences for el-sayed and his campaign, in terms of vocal condemnation by sitting senate democrats and exclusion from participating in government.

he won the seat, but he did not have a strong campaign and he should be seen as an easy target for the republicans in the next cycle.

if the democrats are not clear in their condemnation of the candidate's anti-semitic record, voters should draw conclusions and walk away from them.
there's far more evidence that the low turnout amongst republicans that decided the election was actually about abortion.

this certainly flew under the radar, but this poll - which represents a large percentage of voters nationwide and not a handful of people in metro detroit - is consistent with what the data states:

while there was no "blue wave", this politico article is insightful:
trump's response to the midterms, which is to blame it all on the jews, demonstrates the dangers that come from playing with anti-semitic fire. 

there is no evidence that foreign aid to israel swung a single vote in the election, that the election was in any way about iran or that arabs or muslims held any substantive sway in michigan or anywhere else. these are all anti-semitic narratives. el-sayad benefited from the same decrease in republican turnout in michigan that existed elsewhere in the country and that nobody saw coming but he also dramatically underperformed relative to other candidates. if white republican turnout wasn't so low, he might have actually lost. he got extremely lucky.

however, trump is taking the bait on this because he's an idiot. it's all the jews' fault. of course. predictable; typical.

if the thinking was that the ads were directed at two or three neighbourhoods in the detroit metro area in an attempt to peel off a tiny swing vote in an in the margins election and would have no national implications, that was wrong. that's never how race baiting works in politics.

i don't oppose aid to israel. israel is a democracy and, despite narratives to the contrary, they are one of the most responsible recipients of us military money. the worst behaved recipients of us money are non-democratic countries like ukraine, egypt, saudi arabia, syria, the philippines, myanmar, bangladesh and a list of brutal countries in africa. what these countries do with us, canadian and european aid money to hold some plots of land from the chinese or russians is truly despicable. israel is, relatively speaking, an exemplary and paradigmatic example of the application of human rights. but i'm not exactly a proponent of it either. it's not a ballot issue for me.

what's more concerning is the potential for the issue to become a rallying cry on the far right. it's already an extremely serious problem in the centre-left, but the centre-left isn't the far right and doesn't think or act like the far right. 

the last thing the world needs or wants is a wounded donald trump to be blaming all his problems on the jews, but that's where we're going with this. racist fake liberal advertising needs to take a lot of responsibility for setting that up and jews that facilitated it need to pull their heads out of their asses. this won't end well. what the fuck are you thinking?
i'm done cleaning.

the  showers start tonight. 
there are conan skits from 25-30 years ago where the unstated punchline is about trump being gay.

it's just not news.
the observation that donald trump is obviously gay dates to some time in the 80s. he's been a flamboyantly queer media personality for like 50 years.

if you hadn't figured that out before this year....

i mean, a substantive percentage of queen's fan base still denies that freddie mercury was gay. they will aggressively argue with you. they don't get the band name. they don't get the songs. it just never clicked.

it's an issue with the boomer generation because the whole concept of homosexuality and masculinity flipped on them in their youth, and they grew up with this doublethink about it. football and wrestling are somehow not gay, to baby boomers. obviously gay men are not necessarily gay.

"well, has he said he's gay?"

right.